The One I Live For

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"Maaannn that party was the SHIT!! No lie. I didn't think Clara could Trun up like that". Talking to Mandy dancing around in my living room.

"I know right we was throwing down. For her to be 50 she was hanging in there honey. I can still feel that shit in my leggs!!". Mandy says rubbing her leggs.

"Shit hell yea! I love our job I'm so glad we did this. I wake up every morning happy as shit ready to go to work".

Until reality hit. I've been thinking alot about what Mandy was saying. Dont get me wrong I love being Independent but I miss having a man around.

"Trust I know how you feel girl. Mandy says looking at me."Whats wrong sis?"

By this time i was sitting on my couch with my head down.

"Uh nothing just been thinking thats all".

" What you thinkin about boo.. im here for a reason talk to me."

" Yea I know, I've been thinking alot about what you was saying last week." Looking at my bestfriend really not wanting to tell her. Dont get me wrong I love my Boo soo much, She's been here with me and my sisters but she cant keep her mouth close.

"O shit what did I just do?" The look on her face was as if I was mad at her.

"Nothing Mandy it just ima be 26 this year and I dont want to spin it alone, I mean not alone cuz I'll have you and my sisters but.."

"You my sista want some dick. Its fine you aint got to be shy about it but for real its about time Boo cuz you a good woman, A Ride or Die type of chick and you deserve to be happy with a thug as nigga holdin u down ass well.

" Damn." I say shedding a fake tear.

"What." Mandy with a confused look on her face.

"That was deep." I say laughing

"Bitch shut up!" Mandy says laughing with me.

"But frfr I really dont know how to go about this, its been awhile but im willing to try, O and another thing. I didn't push them away they had there fucked up ass issues to. Just becuz it look good on the outside dont mean its good on the inside. Like JC for instance, yea he was fine from the outside buut he had too many baby's mamma's for me.

"Damn really! How many?" she say sitting up on the couch.

"Gurl I dont know after the 2nd one called my phone..

"Hold the fuck up!! 2nd one! what the hell you mean 2nd one!! Thats not you, Me knowing you O so well you would've snapped after #1".

"I know right, but you know how bitch's can be just all talk but I gave him another chance saying he was going to tell me but he wanted to make sure what we had was "real". Bullshit!!. I then found out he was still fucking both them bitches but that cool cuz momma aint raise no fool half ass".

"Girl you tripping. Soo when you want to start this". She says looking at me.

"Idk I wanted to wait until Tika birthday is over with so I wont have other things on my mind." Truthfully saying.

"Bullshit". Mandy say's.

"What you mean bullshit".

"I say that cuz no matter now or after Tika party were still gonna have shit to do and you still Gonna have stuff on your mind".

"Damn". Was all i could think becuz she's right.

"Plus thats 2 weeks away why not go out wit me this weekend and see how it goes. Plus you aint been out in a while". I look at her like Bitch we go out all the time.