do you know puddle? yeah thats me whenever i see you baby. you make me feel so many things. good things of course.
i feel so soft whenever i watch your videos, you are just so lovable baby. i fucking love you with all of my heart. is this what love really is? i have never experienced any romantic relationships or emotions towards someone. but i love every single thing about you.
i missed you. your vlives, your laugh, your smile. i missed you so much. i cant believe im actually in love with someone this much. the feeling. its, beautiful?
whenever i see your videos, your pictures, my heart does something weird. it beats faster than it usually does, i can even hear the sound of my heartbeat. and sometimes i couldnt breathe properly. its so hard to express it but i love it. i love the feeling. its a mixture of pain and pleasure. it pleasures me knowing that you are happy and smiling, but it pains me that you will never know me baby. its impossible. but eventhough i know so, i still keep on loving you. how foolish can one be? just because of love?
