6-4-2014 03:00 AM.
She lay in her bed, thinking if her life will ever gets better.. She picked up the blade and tore her skin. Thinking " How could this happen to me?" "I worth it" she said. "I deserve the pain." The demons are screaming and trying to kill her. She can't deal with the pain.. She's not strong enough. She don't know what she's doing anymore. Is this what people call life? She want to end it all. But what if she failed? Why can't god just take her now? She's already dead inside. There was only one sunshine in her life. He picked her up when she fell down. He was the only positive thing in her life. She saw him in the video diaries and fell for his smile, laugh and eyes that brightening up her day. He made her feel beautiful and loved. He was more than just a guy in a boyband. He wasn't just Harry Styles. He was her everything. But to him she was just another fan. He was the reason she didn't end it all. He saved her. All she want is to look him in the eyes and tell him how much he means to her. But it will never happens. Slowly she fell asleep with all her thoughts..
