Hesitant - Jikook

6.

Jimin pov

Loading the last few boxes into the moving van I let out a huge sigh, since I now had to find something else to distract me from thinking about a particular maknae. Truthfully I half wanted him to help, I wanted his attention, but on the other hand I'm still so embarrassed from this morning I'm pretty sure I have a permanent blush on today.
"Looks like you need a nap, me too"
Turing around, of course that sentence would come from none other than Yoongi.
"I might, but you definitely don't! you've just woken up from one!" I couldn't help but laugh.
"Yeah.. but another wouldn't hurt." he grins, his nap must have brought on a good mood.
"Jin made lunch, come in while it's still warm" He wonders back indoors.
Maybe a nap wouldn't hurt.. I was up early anyways? No. there is too much to do with moving and all.
Following Yoongi hyungs lead I head to the kitchen to enjoy our final meal in our apartment. Not everyone had joined us yet, Jin was finishing off the food, Yoongi and Hoseok already seated on one side of the table. I decided to sit next to them and leave the other side free for the others, naturally being the oldest Jin got the head of the table. Jungkook was the last to join.. and of course the last free seat was opposite me.

Conversation flowed well, it made me feel a little more at ease. I tried to avoid eye contact with Kook, but keep finding myself searching his face, trying to read his thoughts. Eventually his eyes caught mine, the familiar knot tightens once again in my stomach and I'm unable to look away. He raises an eyebrow and a smirk tugs at his lips, his stare was almost teasing, causing my body temperature to rise. Without hesitation I stand from my seat and excuse myself, hurrying to escape and ease my racing heart.
What do these reactions mean? Why am I feeling this way?
I lean against my closed bedroom door, clutching my shirt near my heart and try to breathe steady. I'm not sure I'm mentally or physically prepared to live in a room together.

Jungkook pov

To say it had been a long day was a kind way to put it. With so many people living under one roof, that's a hell lot of furniture to move! But none the less we got most of it done with plenty of hands available. But along with the move, some things did get broken, and one of those things happened to be my bed. That means the couch is mine tonight, which I guess after this morning it won't be such a bad thing to give Jimin some space.
Speaking of Jimin it does feel like he's tried to avoid me a lot today, but I'm still very excited to be sharing a room with him, I just wonder how he feels.

After checking out everyone's new rooms I head back to my own, Opening the door I see Jimin making his bed and couldn't resist the temptation, I threw myself onto the mattress and messed up the sheets in the process, giving him my best bunny smile. Try avoiding me now chimchim!
"Are you serious?!" He tries to keep a straight face, but the corners of his mouth twitch and eventually his eyes turn into crescent moons. A smile that makes my heart melt.
"Well I can't exactly jump into mine" I giggle mischievously, rolling in the sheets some more.
"Kookieee!!"  He whines, then picks up his giant soft pokeball and throws it at my head.
I hide my face and pretend to be in pain, curing into a ball.
"Oh man I'm sorry, are you okay?!" I feel him climb onto the bed and put his arms around me, but then unexpectedly I feel a warm and soft peck on the back of my exposed neck. It was quick, and as quick as it happened he pulled away. Slowly I lift my head to see his blushing and shocked expression. Adorable. I feel him getting more awkward, wanting to make him feel more comfortable less embarrassed I decide to tickle him. His laughter bringing me joy, my smile reaching ear to ear. He tries to fight back, I may be younger but I'm taller and stronger than my hyung and end up pinning him to the bed, hands above his head.
We both pant, out of breath and both now very warm. I take a second to admire his beauty, then he grins at me and tries to worm his way out of my grip, I find myself between his legs as he wraps them around my waist, pulling me down onto him. In surprise I loosen my grip on his hands and he takes the advantage, pushing me over. Now he's straddling me, his hands either side of my head and mine on his hips. I feel his warm breath across my cheeks, the heat rising somewhere it probably shouldn't. I stare into his eyes, as he does mine, just listening to the sound of our breathing. For a second he breaks the eye contact, his eyes flicker to my lips and softly bites his own. I shift my position slightly, gently my hips pushed up into him, without a doubt I hear a small breathy moan escape his rosy lips, only to send an excited shiver down my spine.
We haven't even spent one night together in this room yet.. oh Jimin just you wait.
I hesitate a little longer, not wanting to remove myself from whatever possible situation could occur but decide tonight would be too soon to push my luck and 'test the waters'. I'm still too uncertain of how he would react and don't want to spoil the chance to share a room with him.
Tickling him gently once more I push to the side and get off the bed, while trying to not make my erection obvious.
"Better set up camp on the sofa before someone else falls asleep on it first" I stretch, giving a big yawn.
"When does your new bed arrive?" He said, fairly quietly.
"Soon I hope" I look over my shoulder and give him a wink, his blush deepening.
We say goodnight and I leave him to remake his bed. Almost regretting my decision to leave but knowing it was for the better. I was sure he felt something, this morning definitely proved that, but I wanted to find out what exactly, was it a one off? Just lust? Or does he really feel what I'm feeling. I'm sure I'll find out soon enough.

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