It was winter and Jimin was walking with his girl Minji in the park.They were dating for sometime now and they were in love with each other and nothing could seperate them.
Whatever bad happened, they stayed strong with each other.But ever since the start of their relationship, Minji was attacked many times by fans. Many seasang fans tried to kill her!
Jimin decided to take Minji out and they had a good time together and they were on their way home when all of a sudden there was gunshots.
Minji shouted "JIMIN-AH BE CAREFUL!" as she got shot.I fall with her on me with blood everywhere and then a gang of men came and seperated us and starting hurting Minji.
I tried to protest " MINJI-YAH" but i got hurt more as i fought back, and they got hurt as well. At that moment the girl i loved was getting hurt in front of me and i couldn't do anything.
Luckily someone saw what happened and called police and thankfully those people left so i ran to Minji and hugged her saying " Minji it's jimin can u hear me? Minji, please don't leave me!! please."
I said whilst holding her wound to stop the bleeding. "Why did u take the bullet instead of me??" crying to her.
"J..Jiminie.. "she said weakly."I..if i die then" "No don't ever say that Minji please!!" i said.
"you will be fine okay?" i said hopefully. "But if i..die .." she said with a heavy breath."But if ..I die, please forget me ..Find another girl who would make u happier than i did, don't cry over me and don't hold onto me.."
"No Minji how can i do this when i love you. I would never want to let you go?" i said crying and hugging her tightly.
" Jiminie you are bleeding " she said as she wiped some of the blood and the tears with her trembling,hurt hand. I kissed her forehead wishing it will relieve some of the pain.
The ambulance arrived and we both went in, as soon as we got to the hospital, we both got treatment, i was done faster as my injuries weren't so severe as hers so i was waiting for her surgery.
I was so scared and was just praying so hard it goes well with my eyes falling down.I kept thinking if she dies, i'll never forgive myself and i will be to blame forever .
Thankfully the surgery went well but her injuries were still serious so she could not move much. I told myself that i would take care of her. As days passed, the burden increased.
I couldn't bare to see her in pain because of me and i can't stop thinking how all this is my fault and i don't think i'll ever forgive myself for that.
I don't deserve to be with her after all that happened so i made a desicion with so much thought that i should disappear as it would help her as well as me so i decided to tell her.
"Minji-yah?"..I called as i sat next to her. "Yeh?" she said with a weak smile. At that moment i was shattered but told her
" Minji you were the light of my eye and you were there for me all the time and even with all the hate going on you still stood by me and i love u and i want you to remember that.
" aww i love you too Jiminie " she replied. Tears began rolling as i said " but i wanted to say that i think we should break up " "what? why?" she said " i just think this is too much for me and i can't handle this anymore so .." "so u want to be alone?" she said with tears forming in her eyes. "yes i need time".
"If you really want to go, then just go..Right it must be hard on you. I don't deserve it.. I get hurt anyways" she said whilst looking down trying to hide her tears.
I felt really bad but at the same time i convinced myself that it was best for her and she won't get hurt anymore if we break up.
"i think i should go now as the boys will come" i said as she nodded. I was about to leave when she held my arm. "Can't you stay until i get better? only then can i handle it but for now please stay with me" she said crying.
" i'm sorry i can't stay with you anymore i just don't feel that i should and i'm sorry" i said removing her hand and walking away. I stood behind the door crying my heart out and then i left...
The next day, I found myself standing in black,holding white flowers and crying to a grave that was of the girl i left..
I regretted my whole existence, it turned out, the moment i left, She cried so much which affected her health and caused an inside bleeding due to the wound from the bullet.
Instead of saving her, i actually killed her. I killed the person i loved the most. The moment i lost her, i lost myself. I fell to the grave crying out of pain and guilt.
The weather was cold and my world was getting colder. My sunshine, my everything, my Minji left this world. I kept thinking you told me to let you go and now i have let you go but i am such a fool please forgive me. I miss you angel as more tears fell..
After that i couldn't take the pain of losing her and i went mad so i decided to free my soul and left a note to my mom " I'm sorry i wasn't the ideal son but i want you to know that i love you mom and i want you to always remember that as i leave this world" Signed, Park Jimin. At that moment my neck felt tight,my eyes stung and my hands trembled as i finally cut the rope…
Hope you enjoyed reading i cried at the end when minji dies; credit to @vminn on instagram
