Namjoon sat in the park on a bench, a sigh escaping he lips as he watched the sky turn grey. Clouds were packing up in the sky making the male assume it was going to rain soon. True to his thoughts a drop of rain landed on his nose and soon enough it started raining heavily but Namjoon didn't move an inch except for moving his head to look down and to ground, not liking the feeling of rain hitting his eyes.
"Namjoon-hyung? Why are you out in the rain?" A familiar voice asked which made Namjoon look up spotting Jimin holding an umbrella protecting himself from the rain. Jimin started walking towards Namjoon and held the umbrella so it would protect them both from the rain "you'll catch a cold hyung"
Namjoon shrugged as he lit up a sigaret now that he was shielded from the rain "guess it can't be helped" he said while blowing smoke to the ground knowing Jimin didn't like to get it in his face "so what are you doing outside?"
"I had to do groceries, but don't change the subject, my apartment is close by and you will come with me and change in some dry clothes" Jimin said and pulled Namjoon up, surprisingly to Namjoon it happened very fast. Sure Jimin was small but he has a well built and trained body, might be one of the reasons why Yoongi loves Jimin.
The pair started walking, Jimin still holding onto Namjoon just in case the other might actually plan on leaving. As soon as they reached the front door Namjoon flicked his sigaret bud away and followed Jimin inside.
"Don't think you would fit in any of Yoongi's or my clothes so I'll get you some of Hoseok" Jimin said as he shooed Namjoon to the bathroom before collecting some clothes for Namjoon. As soon as the small male got some clothes he walked back to the bathroom and knocked on the door, waiting for Namjoon to open then shoved the clothes into his arms. "Here ya go"
Namjoon watched the clothes as Jimin closed the door again and soon changed into the black sweater and a pair of grey comfy sweatpants. The male walked out of the bathroom and into the living room and right away a towel hit his face then fell on the ground
"Jimin told me what happened Namjoon" Yoongi said then stood up and walked towards the taller, picking up the towel and laying it on top of the younger his wet hair "don't tell me you were planning to stay outside the whole day in the pouring rain"
"What can I say? I like rainy days" Namjoon said before sitting down on the couch and started drying his hair a bit. Yoongi watched the younger and bit his lip, a question he wanted to ask was bothering him so in the end he just sighed and sat down on the chair across the couch
"Are you meeting your drug friends again?" Yoongi asked and by the look on Namjoon's face he knew it was true "let me guess, you also went to your father and bought yourself some drugs... Namjoon why are you fucking up your life again?"
"Its the only thing I'm good at" Namjoon said and chuckled coldly, tears slowly building up his eyes as he thought back to everything that has happened in his life "it's been like this ever since my birth after all"
"Namjoon that's not true" Yoongi stood up and sat beside Namjoon "it's not your fault all those things happened to you"
"So it's not my fault my father left my mother when he found out she was pregnant? Or that I had to always get the highest grades and if I didn't I would get beaten up? It's not my fault my mother died in a car crash when I was driving? Its not my fault that Seokjin-hyung and I..." Namjoon couldn't even finish his sentence as tears were already rolling down his face and only sobs were now leaving his mouth. Yoongi hugged the boy tightly and soothingly rubs his back.
Jimin walked into the room with a tray that had 4 mugs on it, all filled with hot chocolate. Once seeing the scene the male placed the tray on the small coffee table
"Namjoon nothing of that is your fault, especially your break-up" Jimin said as he sat on the coffee table "I know the reason why Seokjin-hyung broke up with you, my friend Taehyung told me"
"Why did he? Because I'm just so broken he gave up on fixing me?" Namjoon sobbed softly
"No, he never loved you to begin with, he just thought it would help you recover but now that you're heartbroken you're just going back into your old habits so it obviously didn't work, Namjoon I'm so sorry" Jimin said and hugged Namjoon "I just found it fair for you to know the truth"
"Its okay Jimin..." Namjoon mumbled softly and sighed deeply as he wiped his tears away "I just have to forget about him, like completely"
Jimin nodded and walked out of the room to get Hoseok out of his room. Namjoon watched Jimin disappear before looking at Yoongi
"How are things going with Jimin and Hoseok" Namjoon asked quietly to make sure only Yoongi could hear them
"Its going better, but sometimes it feels like Hoseok can't forgive Jimin that well, while Jimin has no problem forgiving Hoseok" Yoongi said softly and watched Hoseok and Jimin walked into the room, Hoseok sitting next to Yoongi and pulled him on his lap.
The rest of the day was spent quietly, joking around with each other and talking about random things. Just random things to keep everyone's thoughts away from their fears, doubts or to forget the voices in their head.
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Any rwby fan?
If so, have you seen the first episode of season 5 it's just fjxicjsjdoqpf I can't fucking-Okay sorry, just really happy with season 5 especially with the fact that team rwby have faced their struggles in season 4 and now are gonna get back together (finally)
How many more chapters do you guys think there's left before Namjoon and Seokjin are gonna meet again?
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best medicine (On Hold)
Fanfictionafter their break up Namjoon is feeling like shit and going back to his old habits of using drugs. what would happen if Seokjin found out about this? would he take Namjoon back? or only help him get rid of all these things?