Hannie

My heart chapter 8

Our kiss turned into a uber home still kissing. I think we were so angry that we needed to cool off. When we got home we went into Hayden room. Making out on the bed but then I stopped. I said.
We can't I just it's not right.
I leaf the room and when outside I just needed some air. I called Paige.
Hey ( sniff ) can I come over.
She said.
Yah sure.
I hung up and walked there. When I got there I just kind cried. I needed to let my feelings out. We fall asleep around 1. When I woke up it was 7:38. I had a hangover so I woke up Paige and asked.
What happened last night.
She said.
Well we had some drinks watch tv and fell asleep.
I got ready and leaf her house. When I got back Hayden asked.
Can we talk?
I nodded my head and he said.
Listen last night it was just because I was mad and then stuff. And I am so sorry because we. I intruded and said.
Yah I know it just I want to forget that happened ok.
We agree that what happened last night never happened. The thing was that not what he truly felt. He loved Annie... he loved her so much and he kissed her because he loved her. But he wanted to say...
I love you....
Do you love me....
But he couldn't.
Of what she said he couldn't.
POV Hayden.
I went up to my room. I look at the pics of me and Annie. I felt a tear come down my face. Then others came and I was crying. When I open my eyes there was tears all over the picture. I was heart broke. I went to a club and called Halie. Yes Halie Beamer. They went to the club the got drunk. They made out but that didn't fix his heart. I pulled her off and left. I went back home and cried but nothing helped. I wanted to tell Annie but I couldn't...
So I went to sleep. When I woke up the next morning I when to Annie's unfinished room. She was not in there. I go to Paige's and Mia house and they were not there. I went to Jojo house. She didn't ether. I then texted her million of times... no response. I go to the one house I didn't see her in... Owens house. I knock on the door. I hear noises inside but no one answered it was about 3:30 am I knock again. Then I knocked even louder. He opened the door only to his face. He said.
What do you want.
I said.
Do you know were Annie is.
He said.
No.
I hear a noises that sound the same Annie.
I said.
Open the hole door.
I was going to go into tears.
He tried to close the door but I pushed it open. What I saw was something I will remember for ever... Annie is in his coach... I look to my left. Dinner table. When Annie saw me she ran to me. I just turned away. Annie say.
It's not what is looks like.
I said.
You are dating the guy who cheated on his girlfriend.
Annie was going to say something but intruded.
I said.
I almost. And you did not say anything. I.... i...... I LOVED YOU!!!!!
I saw Annie in tears when I said that.
I ran. I ran as fast as I can to my car. I can see that Annie was running after me. I got in my car and hit the gas. After 30 minutes I can see a car behind me... it was Annie. I hit the gas that was not a good idea because it was rain, raining really bad. I was making fast turns until I was at my area I wanted to be at. This is one of the places we went to when we were sad. I was standing at the end of a cliff. I looked down at my hand and in my hand was a necklace Annie gave me.... I throw it down. Then I hear Annie screaming.
Don't do it....
I am sorry....
Please stop....
I can also hear her crying. I didn't even say a word to her and.... and.... and I jumped....