Chapter 3: Hurt and wondering

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(Nialls POV)

I hoped onto the tour bus carrying my suit case and placing it under the bus. the boys had noticed something was up.  I walked onto the bus and went to my bunk, it was at the very back. I plopped down on my bed and opened my phone. I saw all my twitter notifications. I answered a few

@IlUv1D Hey Hun :) My day was great 

@Sammi_Luvs1D Thanks Love sure I'll follow you.

I locked my I phone and deiced to see if any of the other boys claimed the shower yet. Harry was just about to get in" Hey Nialler, Something wrong?" I shook my head no" No , I'm fine" I lied " Do you want to shower first?" He shook his curls fixing them out of his face" No it's fine you go a head I'm hungry"  I faked a small smile. He smiled back closing the door in the bathroom. I walked off into the kitchen to see the boys sitting on the sofas " Hey Niall is something up? " Louis asked me putting his hand on my shoulder. I just nodded no and walked over to the fridge. I pulled out a red bull. I was just out of it. I couldn't stop thinking about Classy,she was always on my mind now a days. I haven't heard of her since last summer. I went back after my tour to see her. She had changed but was still as beautiful as ever.

~~Flashback~~

(Nialls POV)

I hoped off the plane onto the hard hot tarmac. the boys all went home for their vacation, I deiced to come see Classy,I missed her so much. She tried to write I always got hers but not necessarily got mine. Her country was at war and not very safe. I always wished I could pick her up and take her with me. But her mom woulden't let her out her site. It was always " Class come help me revive this sick person" Or "Class come give this man a needle in the ass I have to cook" . Her mom had her living her life and not hers. I could never do such a thing. 

I walked up to her little house and knocked on the door. Class opened the door, he skin had gotten darker and her hair had gotten lighter. I assume from the sun. She smiled" NIALL!" She yelled and she wrapped her small skinny arms around me. She had lost much weight I could tell when I wrapped my arms around her small waist. I squeezed a little tight . " Hey Class surprise" I smiled.. she invited me into her house . We sat down on her old couch " So wheres ya mom?" I asked sitting down beside her. "Shes out getting supplies, Lots of killing lately" She looked down. I knew it wasen't safe here for her" Class , let me take you with me please!"  She nodded no " Niall, you know I wish I could, My mom she would kill me and she would be hopeless without me" I smiled and grabbed her hand" Class you need to live your own life" She looked down at our hands and smiled a bit. " Are you hungry? " She asked changing the subject. I laughed a bit " Yes I am :0 Can I stay for a few days by the way?" I giggled and felt my cheeks turning red as she was still holding on my hand when we got up. I let go of it slowly as my cheeks heated up in embarrassment.  I walked and followed her into her small kitchen/ hospital. I found it a tat bit gross but I would never tell her.  She passed me a banana. I smiled" So what have you done while I've been gone?"  I asked she put her hand up to her face, there was a small scar that was slightly covered. " Class , What happened" I walked over placing my hand over hers" Nothing, i'm fine. I've just been busy getting stuff done around this crazy place"  I nodded " I under stand" I pulled my hand away. We heard a shuffle near the front area of the house. Her mom had gotten home. " Hi mum Niall's here " She smiled her mom scowled" Well Hello then Niall , how long will you be staying" She asked me in a rude tone. I replied nicely as possible" Only until tomorrow. I have to go back to work"  She nodded putting some stuff in the bags away in  her medicine cabinet, Class grabbed my hand and took me out to her room " Sorry Niall I have no idea why she hates you" She looked outside her window at the sunny day, but it didn't seem so sunny. " Is it all getting worse?" I asked very quietly. she nodded " Much worse. More children are disappearing. It;s only a matter of time before they find me" I walked up behind her" Don't say that please. I want to come back from my tour to you still being here. That way you'll be 18 ad I can take you with me" She smiled" I hope I'm around too" 

~~End of flashback~~

( Nialls POV) 

I was now silently crying in bed as I though how she could be out there alone kidnapped. I just couldn't bare it. I heard a knock on my door. " Niall you ok man?" Zayn walked in sitting on the end of my bed. I sniffled in" Yea... I'm .." I coulden't lie to Zayn. He had been listing to me cry.  he came over closer to me rubbing small circles into my back. It somewhat clamed me down. "  I haven't gotten any letters from her Zayn what if shes dead !" I shouted. He just was trying to calm me down" Shh... Niall I'm sure shes fine."  I couldn't think of the good stuff right now. I eventually fell into a deep sleep

( Zayns POV)

Niall was stirring all night in his sleep. I stayed with him just in case he woke up crying again. I lay-ed beside him and I though, how horrible it must feel to be  in his shoes. Hes loves Classy and he can't see her. God knows where she is even. I'm actually scared for him too.

( Classy POV)

I felt the lump on my shoulder began to swell. It hurt when he first his it with the whip, now it was kinda just there. It had been about 5 weeks since I've seen the outside world. The happiness of the sun and the grass. The way the clouds always moved in one direction and never stopped moving. They had purpose in life. now in this place with no one to hold or keep me safe, I feel nothing. No Purpose but to lay here and let them hurt me. It felt like I was high or somthing. I just didn't care what people did or said to me. I was just there. A imoblie figure sitting there. Not even at peace with her sle fjust.. There. I stoped trying to write to Niall. I'm guess he just forgot about me. 

( thanks guys keep reading, sorry for not updating I have fianls so I'm trying :)

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