If only I saved him

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Sorry, but this is a kinda depressing story. sowwy guys!!!

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If only I could have saved him. He just slipped through my grasp and I didn't do anything to stop it. One moment we were laughing over life, then the next moment he was struggling to live. It all started when his boyfriend started to abuse him. "H-Hey! what are you doin??" I call out to finn as I see him with a knife at his wrist. "Nothin" Finn murmered as he slowly put the knife on the table next to him. I stare into his green eyes with confusion. "W-were you about to cut yourself??" I ask him worriedly. "Yes. I just hate life so much. I don't want to live here anymore" He says with no emotion as he staredback at me. "Finn! You don't need to go arounf saying stuff like that!!!! You should enjoy life! Not wanting to be seperated from it!" I yell at him, my blonde bangs covering my vision as I moved my head. "I-I don't want t-to lose you" I whisper loud enough for him te hear as I look to the ground. I fiddle with my fingers as I hear his reply. "Whats so good in life when all that happens is that you are basically in the environment where you have to kill or be killed?" He asks me with again no emtion. I whip my head up and stare at him. 'What is wrong with him??? What happened???' I thought in my head. "Why do you believe that Finn? What happened??" I ask worriedly. Finn just shrugged as he pulled up his shirt. I gasp at what I saw on his stomach and chest. There was black and blue bruises as well as several deep cuts. "W-What happened??? Who or what did that to you??" I ask worriedly as I came closer to him. He flinched at my question and pulled his shirt back down. "J-Jake did it" He said with small tears in his eyes. (Just for you people who are wondering who Jake is, it is Finn's boyfried) I gape at him in shock. 'Wait, Jake did this??? I thought they were together!!!!' I thought wildly in my head. "F-Finn, it doesn't mean you should hate life. It doesn't mean the whole world is bad!" I say to him as I try to be calm. "NO! I don't want to live here anymore!" He yells at me as he takes the knife from the tavle and holds it up to his heart. "FINN! DON'T YOU DARE DO THAT!" I scream at him. "TOO LATE! THIS WORLD IS ALREADY MESSED UP AS IT IS! THEY DON'T NEED ME!" He yell as he plunges the sharp knife into his heart. "FINN!!!! NOOOOO!" I scream as I run to his collapsed body. Blood was already pooling around him and staining the white carpet dark pink. "FINN! DON'T GO!" I scream through my tears as I see the blood and the knife in his heart. "D-don't worry, e-everything will be a-alright" He says softly and look up at me with a soft smile on his lips. "I feel a lot better. There is no pain." He say as my tears fall onto his cheeks. "D-d-don't l-leave me!" I sob loudly as I bury my face into his chest. "Andre, I love you" He says with that soft smile as he goes completely still then limp. "FINN!!!!!" I cry out as i saw the light leave his eyes. 'Finn! Don't leave me alone! I miss you already! Please! Please come back to me!' I thought in my head because i was crying and I couldn't speak. Then I black out, going cold. I wake up to see a bright, white ceiling. I look toward the door to see some people. They told me that I was in the hospital and they found me clutching Finn's shirt. I look away at the memory. Wishing that everything was just a really bad dream. I block everything out as the heart monitror they had hooked up to me while I was asleep, was beeping slower and slower. I found myself growing colder and colder as seconds went by. I felt nothing. I suddenly hear someone scream " DOCTOR!!!! CODE RED!!!" (I think thats what it is called atleast) as my heart monitor lets out a long beeping noise and I fall into the darkness. There was nothing. No ground, No air, Nothing. But then suddenly I see a light and I was curious. I went closer to it and found myself falling. I finally felt free. My family was grieving down on earth. Wishing that their oly daughter wasn't dead. They mourned for me. I was happy now. I could see Finn and we could live for internity.

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So, what did you think? It wasn't a fanfic this time. No sex either! xD I hope you liked this story!!

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⏰ Last updated: May 07, 2014 ⏰

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