Lauren
We succeeded in the robbery of course, Camila is still mad she's been sitting with Dinah in the back the whole time. I went back there.
"Camz, I'm sorry I know that hurts you and I shouldn't have joked about."
"It's fine." She sighed.
I knew she was still mad, I hate having to do this stupid shit by people I love her I honestly love her I haven't had these feelings In a long time.
We get home and put everything away, She went upstairs and I grabbed some whiskey and just sat on the steps of our long glass stairs.
Lauren's mind:
We fight but not often. I tend to push people away because I love them I learned the hard way that love is a very, very powerful thing and it can drive anyone to do anything. I loved Lucy she was my girl before Camz she traded and played me over cash. I know Camila wouldn't but I still think about it I can't help but think about it. One day I'll tell her everything but I'm scared. Scared that when I don't she can't handle it and she'll leave.
The way I got into being a criminal isn't that complicated it's sad most people feel sorry for me. I don't. I love my life I don't kill innocent people except once. I get whatever I want and whoever decides they wanna argue dies I'm not controlled anymore I do what I want when I want.
"YOU DON'T FUCKING OWN ME ANYMORE"
I realize that I screamed that and then there was Karla sitting there asking if I was okay.
"Yeah, babe I'm fine."
She knows my story she feels bad I don't know why she always says she sorry for me, I choose this life and she follows me I control her and we live a health life. Under the rate r living in the fast lane.
"Maybe we should go on a vacation for a while ya know just us. I mean we live this day after day maybe you need a break. Maybe we need a break." She said grabbing my bottle.
I never drink whiskey from cups.
"I'll think about." I said attempting to get her to fuck off.
"Why can't we think together Lolo let's talk. About something other that drugs and hits. And let's have something other than sex! I know it's all you know but we can change I wanna change!" She started to raise her voice.
"Don't fucking start with me! I said I'd think so let me think and then we can have a conversation am I clear."
"Yes." She walked away.
Going up the long stairs I hesitate, but stop her.
"Stop Camz, I'm sorry let's talk babe."
She smiled coming back.
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"Bitch I'm back n better than ever "
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Fanfiction"Baby girl one day maybe we could be normal but until then camz you gotta stop being so emotional or you have to go are with me?" "Yeah, sorry."
