"How would you go down?"
I want to die surrounded by my loved ones in my bed. A very boring death with I'll never get.
I don't plan on making it to twenty. Every single day could be my last and what am I doing about it, absolutely nothing. If I lived knowing the truth I would drive myself insane. I don't plan on seeing my mother again but I wish I could.
But I want to die a late death. I'm afraid of dying, am I ashamed? Yes, very. Eren, Mikasa, even Armin. They all are very brave. Which I would never be caught dead saying in front of that suicidal bastard.
