His Everything

Chapter 8

I opened my eyes to sunlight flooding in from my window. I sat up and rubbed my eyes. My eyes were red and puffy from last night. Immediately memories from last night started playing in my head. I sighed and got up. I walked into my closet and picked out a bummy outfit because today was not a good day I could feel it.

When I was done with my outfit I went into my bathroom and did my girly stuff in there. When I was done I walked out and got my back pack and walked downstairs. "Hey sweetie have a good day at school" my mom said and I just nodded my head. I closed the front door and got into my car. I put the key into the ignition and drove to school.

I parked my car and walked into school. Turning the corner I saw Spencer. I walked up to her and got my books. "Wassup Spence" I asked her and she just shook her head. "Nothing why" she said and I just shrugged. "Well your not with Conner so I thought something was wrong" I said and she just looked at me. "No he's not at school today" as she said that the bell rang so we made our way to homeroom. I sat down and sighed. Just then the teacher walked in and class started. Hmm I wonder where Bennet is. I thought as he wasn't in his seat and neither was Conner. Oh well not my problem.

As I was walking over to 2nd period I heard some people talking so I decided to listen. "Have you heard?" One of them said. "Yea it's because he's with um Britney right?" The other one said and I got this feeling in me of jealousy. 'What he's with Britney? After what she did to me?' I thought and kept walking to class. I sat down and started thinking completely forgetting about class. 'That couldn't be true right? I mean he said he wanted nothing to do with her' I thought but just pushed all of it away.

I made my way to the cafeteria for some lunch but stopped when I heard voices. "Rumor is that Bennet and Britney are hitting it off like I heard they had sex the other day" one said."yea you mean when Britney was talking about Scarlett" when she said that my eyes went wide. "It's so sad how she thought she had a chance with Bennet. It was obvious he just wanted a one time fling" At this point I just walked away.

After listening to people talk about it in the cafeteria for twenty minutes I had enough. I got up and slammed open the school door. I got in my car and drove over to my house. I opened the front door and stomped up to my room. I slammed my door closed and took out my phone.

I called Bennet. After a few rings he picked up. "Hello?" He said. "Bennett" I said with anger in my voice. "Yea?" He asked me and I just paced my room. "Are you with Britney right now?" I asked him and he just said no. "Ok" I sighed out a relief. "Why?" He asked me and I sat down on my bed. "Because people at school are-" I was cut off mid sentence by someone in the back ground. "Bennett come here" that voice sounded familiar. I went silent and stopped talking. "Spencer please not right now-" he sighed sounding upset but I just ignored it. "Really! You had to fucking lie to me!?! You know what Bennett fuck you!" I spat and hung up. I got up and screamed. I threw my phone at the wall and started to cry. I slid down onto my knees and screamed because it hurt. It  hurt so bad.

I put my head in my hands and cried for the first time I cried over a man. A man who wasn't my father.

When I was done crying I was numb I felt numb all that went through my mind was ' you played yourself. Did you really think he'd ever like you? Pathetic.' I got up and picked up my phone. It was slightly cracked. Oh well I don't care right now. I sat Down on my bed and thought about everything. Interrupting my thoughts was a knock at the door. "Come in" I whispered and kept my head down. The door opened and in walked my best friend. She closed the door and stood there. "You ok?" She asked me and I just shook my head. Just done acting like I was ok. She slowly walked in front of me. "What's wrong?" She asked me and I silently cried. "I was wrong" she looked at me and asked  "wrong about what?" "About everything. Everything with Bennet was all a lie." I laughed and stood up. "He played me and man did I fall for it" I said and Spencer just looked at me. "Scarlett he does care fo-" I cut her off. "No he doesn't I know he doesn't he's a fuckboi and that's all he'll ever be" I said and glared at her. "What happened with Britney and everything wasn't real" she said and I stood still. "What did you just say" I slowly looked up at her. "I never told you what happened" I said and she just stood there. "Scarlett Bennet is going through a-" I cut her off. "I don't care so that means he can hurt me?" I glared at her.