Wow I love my dad but he doesn't love me back I wish I could be the daughter he asked for but sadly I can't he disappears for days and doesn't talk to me and suddenly appears back in my life like if nothing even happened he talks to all these woman that I don't even know he changes girls like he changes clothes and I am tried of it he is always there in my ups but never there in my downs I wish I could have a regular dad like most people he has done so much to people that they want to kill them selves (including me) I wanna leave this world but I can't (for reasons) my life is like a emotional roller coaster that never ends I wish I could be normal but that just scares me
