Need you for the old me
Need you for my sanity
Need you to remind me where I come from
Can you remind me of my gravity ?
Ground me when I'm tumblin', spiralin', plummentin' down to earth
You keep me down to Earth
Call me on my bullshit
Lie to me and say my booty gettin' bigger even if it ain't
Love me if it rain
Love me even if it pain
I know I be difficult
You know I be difficult
You know it be difficult tooAngelo was your best friend. But little did he know you were passionately in love with him, he was your comfort, he was the reason you woke up everyday. You may be difficult to handle but you and him have been best friends forever, that being said that means he knows you, all of you. Sadly he had a girlfriend he's been dating for 4 months, Neve , but he never told you, it's not like he didn't want to he just never had time to.
" Hey bestieeeee ! " you said as you entered Angelo's house
As you entered the house you saw this girl sitting next to him on the couch you couldn't lie she was really pretty. She had a mocha like skin, very short, long hair she look very wise and strong minded the things Lo would like on a girl, just like you, but you wished he realized that he needs you.
( that's how the girl looks )
They were sitting there just laughing, that's until he saw you.
" Yooo, wassup { Your Name } umm I know this is gonna sound crazy but this is my girlfriend Neve. We've been together for 4 months sorry I let you find out now. " he said calmly with no problem.
Open your heart up
Hoping I'll never find out that you're anyone else
' cause I love you just how you are
Hope you never find out who I really am
'Cause you'll never love me, you'll never love me
You'll never love me but I believe you when you say it like that
Oh, do you mean it when you say it like that ?
Oh, I believe you when you say it like that
You must really love meDevastated was overrated at the moment. A whiff of depression hit you kinda hard not just because you were deeply in love with this guy, but because you guys tell everything to each other. For him to not tell you he has a girlfriend 2 days in as they started going out was highly magnified. You wished he'd told you early so the feelings would've been dropped but as busy as he was you would've figured it'll slip from his mind he doesn't stress over things a lot. One thing you would wanna know is what does she have compared to you, she may have a flat stomach and dope fashion sense but it's nothing you didn't have either, yeah your butt wasn't the biggest but you had the face and everything else but you being insecure at time didn't see most of anything there. Lo always told you, you were beautiful and you took that but you still had to find that out yourself, maybe you being insecure is the reason he doesn't think of you and him in a relationship.