with the others,
i want so badly to
devour them,
use them,
be selfish with their bodies.
take and give only what i want
when we are together,
i cant bring myself
to simply consume
with no care for you.
i want you to find bliss,
paradise, in my bed.
i cant stop petting you,
feeling your soft skin.
im calm when youre here.
you, love, keep me going.
with every stroke of your hair
i am tamed
-october 9th
