"C'mon Lex! I wanna hurry so I can hang out with the boys before the show!" Emmie yells at me as I put my galaxy print vans on
"Chill, the concert doesn't even start for another three hours. I live 5 minutes away from the arena. You need to text Ashton and let him know we will be there in a few minutes so they will be waiting." Emmie got Ashton's number during mine and Luke's encounter yesterday.
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A security guard leds us to the boys' dressing room. Emmie goes in first and the boys come to us smiling. They hug us one by one and once again, Luke hugs me last.
"I didn't catch your name yesterday." Luke look right into my eyes. I was mentally telling myself not to studder as I usually do it when I'm nervous.
"Her name is Lex." I guess Emmie noticed my hesitation and knowing how I am she decided to save me.
"Well, nice to meet you Lex." Luke says look down at me smiling.
I was trying my best not to blush. Luckily Ashton caught all of our attention as he began to ask us a question
"Do you girls want a tour of the building?" Ashton asks, mainly looking at Emmie.
Of course Emmie is shaking her head crazily. But I really didn't feel like it.
"Do you mind if I just go to the car? I know y'all wouldn't want some girl in your dressing room. I'm just not up for it." I ask shyly
"No, I will stay with you. You guys go on." I hear Luke's voice and for some reason I formed a smile on my face. Thankfully, I was looking down so no one saw it.
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It's been about 15 minutes since Emmie left withAshton, Calum and Michael. Luke and I just sat in silence until he spoke.
"You don't talk much do you?" I could tell he had a smug look on his face.
"No, not really." I answered, looking downward, biting my lip
"And why is that?" Luke asks me moving closer
"Why should I tell you? I only just met you" I bite back witha smile playing a foul on my part as I tried to sound serious.
Luke fake gasps in shock. "Well I thought friends could trust friends." He answered with a pout.
"May I ask you one question?" I giggled
"Of course." He said smugly biting his lip ring. Why do I find this boy so dang attractive!
"Why are you so interested in me? You could have so many girls. Why do you wanna know about me?" I say looking away, Not wanting to see his face
"Thats two questions doll. You only asked me to answer one." I rolled my eyes at his answer
I shot him a look of slight annoyance
"Okay, okay. I wanna know about you because though I've met a lot of girls. I get this feeling from you that none of them has ever given me." He answers
I look away hiding the blush that has snuck its way onto my cheeks. Though I didn't look away for long. Luke grabbed my chin and tilted my head so I could look him in the eyes.
"Now its my turn to ask a question.. Why are you so insecure?" I dreaded to answer his question. I wanted to find anyway possible around it.
"Sorry, I just don't feel comfortable spilling all my problems out to some boy who will just forget me and be gone in a matter of days. Never to be seen by me again." I got up and went to get some water. It was getting fairly hot inhere and apparently Luke noticed.
"Alright, I understand where you are coming from, but you look very flustered. Maybe you need to take your jacket off." I didn't even have time to answer him, he was already tugging on my jacket sleeves.
My phone started to go off. I had recieved a text from Emmie. It was a picture text of how many individuals were already crowding the arena wanting to get in a see the boys' show. I could not be in that big of a crowd. Being as my panic attacks are servere. I didn't expect there to be this large amount of people.
"L-Luke I have to go." I grabbed my jacket and ran out of the room before he could speak a word.
I ran out the doors to go to the car but there were too many people. I turned back and found myself in a bathroom. I slumped down on the wall and just curled up. Drops of tears were already coming down my cheeks.
Not only were there too many people in my way to leave. I had just made a fool of myself infront of Luke. I couldn't believe I had been so stupid. I should have never came. I saw the crowd of girls yesterday I should've known there would be more at the concert.
I felt my breathing increase as I hear five different voices shouting my name. I then knew Luke had called and told them. Emmi, knowning how I am, probably told them everything and how serious this was. They were all looking for me. My sobs had become silent has my breathing increased.All the voices had become distant, except one voice. Luke's. It was a matter of seconds the door bursted open and Luke saw me there, in my worst state. But he didn't care. He was in the floor holding me, playing with my hair. I didn't feel alone. He made me know I was safe. Nothing could harm me. There we sat, him rocking us back and forth. Keeping me safe
