Let Me Know [ Completed ]

Where did Suga go?

The operation begin. No one dares to leave the hospital. Everybody worried about jimin plus they're so fu*ked up with suga's attitude. How can he act like that?

Namjoon is standing besides taehyung meanwhile jhope and jin are dealing with the payment and there is jungkook sitting with me, im crying on jk's shoulder. I cant. Like really CANT to lose jimin. Jungkook tried to comfort me, but thats meant nothing i guess, im still anxious.

It takes about 2 hours and half for the operation and that makes they think that jimin's condition was really critical. They didn't stop to pray. Then a doctor came out,he opened his mask and smiled,

"He's safe now,thanks for the donator,but we're really sorry for the donator, he can't live no more, he decided to donate his heart for him"

"Oh god,he got a heart of gold. How can we thank him?he just gave his life to jimin, ah,he doesn't even know jimin" jungkook murmured. He felt sorry for him.

"But,you cant visit mr.park for now,maybe tomorrow so that you guys can read it together"

"Read what doc?"jin asked.

"You will know it tomorrow".

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"Can we meet him now doc?"jhope asked.

"But suga haven't arrived yet,he doesn't even come home yesterday,i wonder where did he go?"namjoon interrupted

"Suga?do you mean,min yoongi?"the doctor asked curiously.

"Yes,why doc?"

"He's the one who gave all  of you this letter,lets come in"

They entered the room,jimin was laying so weak. He smiled.

"Jimin,are you alright?" I hugged him. Im so grateful that he's alive.

"Im ok now"he smiled.

"So,here,im gonna give you some times"

"Doc,do you mean he is the one who..."

"Yes,please read it,be strong"the doctor interrupted before Tae could finish his word.

The doctor left the room for them.

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"Hey guys,
Im your min yoongi genius jjang jjang bbong bbong man,haha. Funny isn't? Ok. Im sorry that i left you guys behind. I really dont want to leave you guys but i need to leave for you as i love you guys so much."

"Namjoon,thanks for being such a great leader and such a destroyer of my things?lol. Keep practising keep in touch with them,i know you love us more than you could show,and we loves you too. Actually , you're handsome,sorry for always teasing you,i will miss that moment bcs i know i couldn't do that again,hehe"

Namjoon keep reading even when it it so hard for his voice to came out.
"Jin hyung,im so glad that i will never hear you telling your own self as the worlwide handsome. Ah,actually i will miss it hyung,but you know it will never happen again. I will miss your food,i will miss everything you do".

Jin smiled in hurt.

"Jayyyhopppppeee!!!" Before jhope read all of it,he burst into tears,he will definitely miss suga to call him with that slang again.
He continued to read it.

"Dont miss me ok? Yaaah,i know you love me,i love you more jhope,your rap,your smile,everything,you not just shining army's world but mine too,ahaha,who will call you like that again jaayyyyhooppeee??no one. But you can ask them to,even if it not the same huh?that's all jhope,dont forget me please?remember me as the coolest swaegest hyung in this group"

"Yahh taehyung. How could you disturb my sleeping time always? Fuck it tae,but you will no longer can disturb as i will rest or sleep forever. Im sorry i didn't tell you guys about the operation and now,i will give it to jimin,i love you v"

V cant even talk a single word. He is crying again. It is so hard to see his tears. But not now.
"Jungkook,you will no longer have a really swag hyung like me,you will no longer have a very handsome hyung with a nice leg anymore,ahaha,joking. You know i always serious but im trying to be more fun,kookie im jealous that you're so handsome and talented. Why cant i be like you? you're so handsome jungkook-san. I loves you,dont be childish without me k?"

Kookie cant smiled,this is the very hard thing he need to face in life.

"Whonmi,im sorry that i can't help but falling in love with you. U dont ask thing to be complicated like this. I don't deserve your love,and you're such a sweet couple with jm. You will always be beautiful in my heart,even though you don't love me,please dont forget me,i know that im not that good to be compared with him haha,but i just cant stop my feeling"

I close my eyes,I cant,I never thought that he'll be the one to donate, I kinda felt guilty but i just couldn't force my feelings, i really love jimin. But no lie, Suga has been such a very nice and kind person, I'll probably gonna miss him. Im sorry suga, im really sorry.

"And lastly,
Jimin. Im sorry . Don't hate me for this,please. I know i cant fall in love with her but i can't stop jiminnie really. And the time i say i will kill you, now i killed my self right? Ahaha. No,im not killing my self,i do it with a love from my heart. Sorry for my mistakes when i always tease you k? Forget it, you know im kidding,and miss me please?huh. Take care,dont skip your meal always,take a full rest,please take care of whonmi and . . . My heart. Please. I will miss you and i love you jimin,i never hates you,i do this because i love you guys a lot"

Jimin is crying so hard,he can't talk,he can't think of anything,he just regret that he make a big misunderstanding with suga,he regret that he is the reason suga cant be with the girl he likes,he regret that he was the reason of suga's death.