Remember || Chris Brown & Beyoncé

Chapter Four

  Beyoncé

   "Ooo Chris." I moaned as he licked me clean of my juices. He smiled and stood up, pushing his boxers down. I watched as his member grew under my gaze. This man was blessed.

"Tell me you want me, Bey.", he said as he used his thumb to rub my wetness around my pussy. I couldn't speak, only squirm on the bed as he teased. When I didn't respond he grabbed my legs flipping me over on my stomach. A few seconds later I felt the head of his dick stretching my opening, making me ball the sheets in my hand tightly.

He inched his way into me and hissed softly. "You so tight, damn." 

He was driving my body crazy, he stroked slowly until I unintentionally started to throw my shit back on him. I wanted him to be as deep as possible before the night was over.

"How it feel baby?", he asked me as he steadily pumped in and out of me. I️ couldn't speak, my breath and words were stuck in my throat.

When I️ didn't asnwer him he grabbed a fistful of my hair and started pounding into me. "Tell me how it feel, Bey."

"Ahhhh, it feels good, Daddy . . it feels so good!", I️ finally moaned out as he pushed my body higher to its peak.

The corners of his mouth turned up into a smile before he leaned down and kissed my neck. "All mine."

I️ jumped up out of my sleep, sweating. I looked around my room trying to catch my breath and process what just happened. After a few moments I sighed and wiped the sweat off my forehead. This was about the fifth wet dream I had about Chris in the past three weeks and I was just so confused as to why. Yes I find him very attractive I mean shit, have y'all seen the man? But it still didn't explain anything.

These dreams are the main reason why I've been avoiding him lately. Ever since that night I kissed him at the housewarming, we've been hangin out a little more. I'd go over his house to chill with him and Christian all hours of the day but the dreams have been making it hard to be around him because all I can think about is the mindblowing sex that we do when I'm tryna get my beauty sleep.

I was conflicted and needed some advice from my girls. I got up from my bed and stripped from my clothes, taking a quick shower. When I was done I put on some lotion then got dressed in a white graphic tee and some jeans along with my Balenciaga sneakers. I was thankful that I asked Rih to give me some box braids so I wouldn't have to do anything to it. I looked in the full body mirror and grabbed my phone, calling Nicki.

"Do you know what time it is?", she answered.

"Yes, it's 1:00 in the afternoon.", I said.

She paused for a second, I guess checking the time. "Oh, well why am I still sleeping."

"Get up and come get me. We need to go get Rih too and go out to brunch or something, we gotta talk.", I said.

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"Like full blown sex?", Rih asked me with her voice laced with her accent.

"Full blown sex. And I feel like the worst part is that it's amazing. I wouldn't have cared if it was whack but it's not, far from whack.", I stirred my drink with my straw and Nicki and Rih gave each other a look then looked back at me.

"Bey, you and him been spending a lot of time together lately. You have feelings for him right?"

I sighed, mostly trying to answer the question for myself first. I liked Chris and I had no doubt in my mind about that. I just wasn't ready to put labels on anything right now.