transformation

the reveal

So months went by with me actually looking brand new I got up and was so excited of being at school. One day I sat on my own eating lunch till Chris walks up to me and asked what was my name I became a bit nervous and nearly slipt out my really name then took a breath and sweetly said Kyanne!  Then he asked if we could hang out sometime I was like yeah why not! So that afternoon after school I ran home throug the front door and in to my room mum and dad thought something must of happened at school cautiously they knocked and asked if everything was okay I replied with yes everything is wonderful opening my door with a big smile from ear to ear I said " the hottest guy had asked me to hang out with him " looking at mum who hadn't smiled since the accident had the biggest and brightest smile as well but dad who doesn't want me being hurt said to be careful and I was like yes dad okay dad there were another person inside me wanted to come out.  The very next day I caught up with Chris at the mall where we sat in a coffee lounge and spoke about our achievements and goals and our dreams of what we want to become later in life but deep down in me I wanted to tell who I was but was so afraid that he'd walk away and never speak to me again.  Kristy saw us sitting in the coffee lounge and decided to come over and say hi but she was cautious doing so as she stood there she looked at me and said " Ive seen you somewhere before but I can't put my finger on it " I said to her she must of dreamt me with a giggle she smile and said bye.  The day after well I'll just say our date hi felt wanted by Chris he could talk to me about anything and so do I feel the same we got closer then I been to anyone even my own friends till one day it all came crashing. Kristal, Tyler and Georgie came up to me and said they know I looked at the three and said " know what " then Krystal said " Atania it is you we thought about it alot how you up and dissappeared then this new girl comes in to town we put in our late notes only to find you have already signed in we let it get to us till the other day in the mall the scars have gone but you haven't left deary and we wanted to know if you we're okay but we couldn't get in anyway possible touch with you till you showed up after a few months Though we are your best friends why would you hide this from us " .  I stood and I said " I hid it because after what happened you girls were not there for me you girls stop talking to me you stop hanging with me what else do you want me to say I had nobody but my mum and dad and I think it's for the best I keep it that way I and you three know who are freinds and who are real friends and you guys are not one of them " and I turned and walked away with such pain but it was a relief so now Chris had known because the girls had told him and everyone else in school but it did not stop me from being happy not for them or my parents but for me,  I still do talk to Chris from time to time we do still hang our we are very much good friends but we have move our relationship from being friends to being a couple.  I do see the girls around but I have never spoken to them since they found out but hey it is not the end of me and I thank god everyday that I didn't die from the accident or the operation I am me and I love who I am and is becoming.