never let me go..

chapter 9:

A:N hey guys! sorry i havent updated in like ages because of exams and stuff :P but now theyre over i can update heaps!! :D

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Hayley’s POV:

Wow. He is amazing! I love him. Yep I said it. Love. As I walked away from his house I called up mum and she picked me up. It was too cold to walk. I got into the car and the awkwardness began. “So… what’s got you all happy today love?” mum said, knowing about me and Harry. Motherly gossip between Anne I’m guessing. “Nothing I’m just… happy” said trying to hide the smile creeping onto my face. “Mhmm and how Harry is” she said with a slight smirk “good” I replied blankly trying not to give any expressions away. ”oh come on I know you guys kissed so give me the deets!” mum said and I laughed. We talked about it for the ride home. When we got home I went upstairs and lied down on my bed. I pulled out my phone and scrolled through my twitter mentions. Nothing much was happening so I out my phone on charge and went in the shower. I washed my hair and body. The warm water cleansed my skin. I hopped out of the shower and put on my pj’s. I jumped back into bed and pulled up twitter. One trend caught my eye. #HarrystylesforXfactor. What?

 I clicked it and found a link to a video. I clicked it. I immediately noticed the curly haired, green eyed boy singing in the video. “Hi, I’m Harry Styles and this is my audition video to get through to the next stage of Xfactor. Please like or vote down below and help send me to the Xfactor live auditions!” my best friend spoke. He started singing a song I didn’t recognise. He must have written in himself. I have to admit he was bloody amazing. The way his voice had the power to fill you with such joy and happiness. But I couldn’t stop thinking about one thing. Why hadn’t he told me? I would have been happy for him. I would have supported him with it. Why didn’t he tell me? I decided to vote for him quickly before going to bed. I tweeted him after that

@Hayles_xo:  @Harry_Styles we need to chat mister why didn’t you tell me? ): congrats btw #HarrystylesforXfactor xx

And with that tweet sent I went to bed. Well at least I tried to. I played so many different scenes in my head. Me and Harry Kissing. When we were 5 after dad left. His blue hair. Mum. Dad. Everything. After about an hour of endless thinking, I finally fell asleep.

Harry’s POV:

Oh crap. She’s seen it! Oh my goodness she probably hates me for not telling her. She has seen the video. I went through my mentions on twitter which had recently been clogged up by so many people tweeting me about my audition video. I scrolled down through them when I saw one from Hayley. My heart stopped there and then. She’s defiantly going to be pissed. I checked what she had tweeted me.

@Hayles_xo: we need to chat mister why didn’t you tell me? ): congrats btw #HarrystylesforXfactor xx

I replied quickly

@Harry_styles: @Hayley_xo thanks babe, I didn’t tell you because I didn’t want to have to say goodbye to you… <3 call me & I will explain xo

Within minutes I got a reply back from Hayley

@Hayley_xo: @Harry_Styles  aww, Harry! You’re so sweet but next time just tell me! It would have been a lot easier babe haha <3 I’m tired talk tomorrow? Xo

@Harry_Styles: @Hayley_xo sure thing babe sleep well xo

I locked my phone and buried myself in the covers. I tried to sleep but I couldn’t get these thoughts out of my head. All I could think about was me and Hayley. What would happen if I got through? Would it tear us apart? Would I see her as much? Would I have to move away? Finally, without answers to the questions running round in my head, I fell asleep.