Addiction

Chapter 10

Excuse My Mistakes Loves

                                   Iy'Asia........
2 Months Later

"Im glad that you wanted to come and talk to me it really means a lot"

" yeah I just wanted to kind of settle this and ask some questions "

" sure what ever you want I'm all ears "

" why did you leave I mean was I not something you wanted and then you went and had a whole daughter or daughters on me like what the hell did I do for you to just up and leave me "

" I'm sorry Asia I really am I promise I just I wasn't ready and I didn't mean to hurt you I thought maybe you will be better with out me since I never really been loved maybe you could have but after years and years I started to regret my decision you're father sent me pictures of you and every time you would draw pictures he will make copies for me" she wiped her tears " I am so sorry Asia I really am and I hope that you can forgive me and at least give me a chance " I signed

I never thought in a million years I would see the women who birthed me but not only that tell me I have two sisters or whatever .

But why couldn't she take care of me though was I not that ? Or did she just not want me .

" I know this is hard ASI-"

" NO you don't know how hard it is for kids at school to bully me because my hair wasn't always done because daddy didn't know how to do my hair and Granny was to old to do anything it hurts . AND IT FUCKING HURTS EVEN MORE FOR YOU TO TELL ME YOU TOOK CARE OF TWO OTHER PEOPLE THAT CAME OUT OF YOU BUT NOT TAKE CARE OF ME WHY . why did you leave me mom I was hurting and you wasn't there I graduated for kindergarten and you wasn't there for 8th grade when I won homecoming Princess And Homecoming Queen you wasn't there when I got my period you wasn't there when I fell off my bike or when I was learning to drive you were never there and that shit hurts me " I wiped my tears " so no you don't know how I feel because even if your mom didn't showed you she loved you at least she was present in your life and I would take that other than you not being here" I grabbed my purse

" But you wanna know something mom I forgive you and i do want a relationship but if your just gonna leave again then you can stay the fuck out of my life FOR GOOD " I walked away for the park bench going to my car .

Feeling a huge weight left off my shoulders . I decided to talk to my mother why because I want that relationship with her and yes I know she left but maybe it will help me let go of some of this demon weight now the next person is my grandmother or in other word Rosa.

I pulled off going in the direction of her house .

I hate her I hate Rosa Gears why because she made my life hell when my daddy was gone and I hate Robert Austin .

I pulled up to their house I did a quick prayer before getting out my car .

I knocked on the door waiting for them to open it . And long behold the devil himself

" Hello Asia how are you today baby girl "

" I'm fine Robert where is Rosa I need to speak with you guys "  he had a confused look but I don't give a fuck I'm on straight business

" She is in the living room m-" I cut him off

" ok good lets go " I walked in seeing her watching tv so I grabbed the remote cutting it off .

" I just have some questions and I want y'all to answer them very truthfully and that's it because after this I don't think I can be in your life anymore "