The horrible ache that sits in side my chest as I sit on the bed after being told that my mother and father had died in the same car crash I was in but the thing is this was two weeks ago and im only finding out now...... why you ask? its because I was in a coma for two week on top of the burning crushing ache in side a muscle I once called a heart I was told that im not going to be able to walk again confine into a wheelchair for the rest of my life with no mum or dad to look after me. I felt like dieing giving up on life as i know it. having my parents both being orphans I have noone.
