(LIFE OF AN ORPHAN)" EVERYTHING SHORT OF A FAIRLY TALE"

natural instincts...

Everyone have had that feeling in your gut..That something isn't right...rather its being something wrong with our love ones or you knowing you being cheated
On but you deal anyway.

Because being Loney sucks,but that feeling when you feel their touch ,that need for love ,feeling wanted at that moment,is more powerful then your common sense to leave,so you settle for less,thinking that if you can't have their heart,are if not even an image in their future.

Yet You have conviced yourself that,at least in that moment of time,you just need that relief... You know what i mean,🙈
Which is a setup with
In yourself.

Which is why I'm laying here now,feeling this way,fucked real good,love the way he makes me feel.the first to even really make me cum frfr,

yes that
bring me to my knees,when I think of his touch kind of feel...

followed by that reality ending,when It hit me,that he is not mine frfr..AND then its like pulling needle's out of a cats ass,how hard it is to swallow that reality pill..hashtag#buzzkill💯

Have you ever heard that saying, if its wrong then I don't wanna be right???well right now that's how I feel,are is it,really the fact that
What's going on between us is only as fucking good as it feels
Because the world says its wrong,

I tell you one thing you will find out,I'm my number one worst critic because my conscience and my thoughts are real,even when I try not to think ,seems stuck on the  realest mood 1000% yea feel?

Like 🤔 really life is what you make it, but let's just be real😂😂😂ijs

so hey 🙋 miss spitfire here going,to go hard or go home ,forget what you heard ima keep it real...
Coming to you straight out of
DA petty ville..

.if you pay close attention,I ramble a lot but my testimony s are very real... Im what I'd
Call a realest,

😂IM ON THAT RAW UNCUT,FORGET A BEAT AROUND THE BUSH RNS,TYPE STUFF,BECAUSE LIFE ISN'T A FAIRLY TALE, AND STUFF DOESN'T ALWAYS END GOOD..Forget A SHINY HEAL,AN AH PRINCE,, LOOKING FOR THAT NIGGA COULD HAVE BEEN LANDED MY ASS IN A DESERTED FIELD,

ABANDONED BUILDING OR
COVERED WITH TWIGS AND LEAVES IN AH DITCH,COLD CASE
COULD HAVE BEENS,WHAT I CALL IT
tAKING THE KIND OF CHANCES THAT I HAVE,REAL LIFE SITUTATIONS,I THINK BACK ON LIKE,WHAT TF WAS I THINKING WHEN I DID THAT,,

HOW DANGEROUS,
LIKE NO SHIT!!!
THIS WORLD ISN'T CANDY LAND ,I FOUND THAT OUT REAL QUICK,

THE NAMES MISS SPITFIRE,IM A LYRICALEST I SPIT FIRE AND TALK ABOUT REAL LIFE SITUATIONS.I
WAS NAMED BY THE HOOD SOME YEARS BACK,,SHOUT OUT TO DA HOOD OV,💯

NORFOLK VA, THEM BLOODS NAMED ME DAT ,YEAH REAL SHIT, I MEAN THEM BOYS IN RED ,THAT GANG GANG TYPE OF SHUFF,YET I'VE NEVER   BANGED NONE OF THAT AN,YET STILL GET RESPECT EVERYWHERE I GO, ARE HAVE BEEN,I MEAN TO A CERTAIN EXCENT

, MY MOTO ALWAYS BEEN
RESPECT TAKES YOU FAR, I MIND MY OWN BUSINESS ,UNLESS I NEED NOT TO...AND STAY IN MY ON LANE, ON MY GET MONEY SHIT,BUT NOT TO MUCH ,JUST HERE AND THERE,PLUS BIPOLAR AS HELL AND SOME MORE SHIT 😂,

YET MOVE IN SILENCE ON SOME ME AND MY SON AGAINST THE WORLD TYPE OF SHIT,,I AM A TESTIMONY ,BOUT TO BE 30 AND STILL LEARNING,WITH MY SON 13 GOING ON 14TEEN,I HAD TO LEARN A LOT REAL QUICK

,I'LL EXPAIN LATER HOW I BECAME A MOM SO EARLY, A CHOICE MADE TO KEEP MY BLESSING FROM A SITUATION THAT AT THAT TIME ,WASN'T SOMETHING BEING GIVING INTO BUT TAKEN,AS HE WAS
IN THE MAKING

YET THE CYCLE THAT HAS BEEN CAST UPON THIS ORPHAN GROWING UP,IN A WORLD WITH OUT MY BIRTH MOM,IN MY LIFE,HAS BEEN MY MOTIVATION ,

USED AS A LISSION, SEE MY MOM GREW UP IN THE SYSTEM,I DIDN'T KNOW THAT,IN THE BEGINNING AT THE TIME I DECIDED AS A SCARED TEENAGER,LEFT WITH A CHOICE TO TOUGH IT OUT,BY ALL MEANS IF TO THE DEATH oF ME,IMA GIVE MY SON WHAT I DIDN'T HAVE,

,HIS MOM IN HIS LIFE,HERE TO PROTECT HIM,AN BE BY HIS SIDE,KEPT MY CHILD, WHATEVER HE NEEDS,I PROMISED TO PROVIDE
,
WITH EVERY BREATH IN ME,AS GOD AS MY WITNESS, HE'LL MAKE A LIE OUT THE DEVIL EVERY,,,SINGLE,,TIME ,HE EVEN THINK HE GOT THE BEST OF ME,,,IM TELLING
THE DEVIL 👉HE A LIER,☝but✋
👉STEP BACK YOU CAN'T MESS WITH ME,

IM MISS SPITFIRE

FOR I'VE BEEN THROUGH HELL AN HOT WATER ON THIS EARTH,BY ALL MEANS THIS WILL NOT BE A REPEAT SITUATION,YOU SEE

LOSING MY SON TO THIS SYSTEM ARE THESE STREETS, IS NOT AN OPTION  FOR ME,I PRAY EVERDAY HE MAKE IT..

I'LL FIGHT FOR THAT  WITH EVERY MUSCLE IN MY BODY, TO SEE HIM MAKE IT IN LIFE,

NOT ON BUT OFF FAR AND AWAY FROM THESE STREETS

HE MY LIFE SAVER MY BLESSING
WITHOUT HIM I WOULDN'T BE
HERE ARE AS PLEASANT
AS I AM TODAY

AS HUMBLE AS I AM NOW,PROBABLY DEAD OR LIFE IN PRISON,BECAUSE OF HIM,MY BLESSING  FROM ALLAH,

I THINK HIM DAILY

THE NUMBER ONE REASON I GOT TO MAKE IT,HAPPEN THAT BEING SAID,,THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS A PROMISED TOMORROW

SO I SAY THIS NOW,
FOR ANY AN ALL WHO FOLLOWS

FROM ONE ORPHAN TO AN OTHER ,ARE SHALL I SAY JUST PERSON TO OTHER,THATS READING

COMPREHEND MY WORDS
WHEN I SAY THIS,

KEEP YEAH HEAD UP,,YOU NOT ALONE ,,OUR LIFES A TESTIMONY,OUR
BIGGEST BLESSINGS WILL COME FROM OUR PAIN IN LIFE ,IF IT DIDNT KILL US,THANK ALLAH
CAUSE NIGGA WE MADE IT...💯💯💯💯💯

AND RIGHT NOW MY GUT INSTINCTS ARE GOING CRAZY,COULD IT BE CHANGE ABOUT TO HAPPEN ?IDK,MAYBE

BUT I KNOW THAT AS LONG AS YOU REMAIN CLAIM AN PATIENT IMA TAKE YOU ON A JOURNEY IN MY SHOES,
BUT TIE THEM TIGHTLY,DOE CAUSE MY LIFE IS A TRIP,,💯SO KEEP UP,THERES NO TIME TO SNOOZE😂😂😂

BETWEEN ALL THESE
WTF'S 😱AND MAN SHIT,
HER LIFE cRAZY,AN DAMN NOW THAT WAS SOME FUCK SHIT,
ALL cOMING STRAIGHT FROM
MISS SPITFIRE ENTERTAINMENT..
😍😘💋