I smile to mask this sadness
I cheer everyone to see happiness
I laugh to prevent myself from crying
And stand, even my knees are shaking
I am broke inside
And my deeply wounded scar is in wide
I am broke but I can still stand
I can still stand without any hand
I pretend for them not to worry
Because for me 'haha' is 'sorry'
Sorry because I am lying
And my 'happy emoji' is silently crying
That's how artistic I am.....
