Him not with her

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"Why, why do you always do this, why do you always hide everything from me," he asked aggregately clenching his jaw.

"I can't tell you anything, what if you leave after knowing that I am annihilated, decimated and ruined . I don't wanna make you weak like me," she sighed holding back her tears which had not fallen ten years, since the day he left.

"I am here, you won't be ruining me by being with me, you are making me a living corpse by creating this unwanted and definitely uninvited barrier between us. You wanna know what you are to me, you are my EVERYTHING," he shouted 

"I love you, yeah, I LOVE YOU dammit," he confessed without any hesitation making her freeze

"I love you more than a writer loves to write, more than traveller loves to explore, more than Noah loved Allie, more than Augustus loved Hazel, leave aside all these mortal beings, I love you more than the Sun shines, more than my heart allows my mind, more than wind loves to hustle or a cuddler loves to snuggle, more than a booklover loves the smell of books. I love you more than my wish that my headphones remains untangled every time I take it," She cracks a small smile at this

"I love you even when your body won't be perfect, even if your face goes back to having acne like before, even if your hair becomes paper thin or even if you go bald. Because I am in love with your soul, I am in love with your anxiety, nervousness, vulnerability, your touching your collar bone every time you get nervous, your smiling to your self, your singing random songs, your closing of eyes every time you are scared, your erratic breathing, your faster heart beating every time I come closer to you." he continued making her speechless

" I never believed in this so called notion o being in love with someone's soul, but you made me believe it. You made me realize the true meaning of love, my idiotic, crazy, incredible, genius, l independent, strong, passionate, ambitious, lovely, fabulous oblivious how awesome you are. I am in love with you, please be my girl," he pleaded staring right into her soul, stepping closer to her.

She sighed heavily, moving away from him with tears falling rapidly, "I know, I am in love with you from whenever I can remember, but we can't be together, some stories aren't meant to be completed, we are like the Sun and Moon, we can stay together in same sky, but never be together at the same time."

She left, leaving him lifeless.

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