why can't people see?

Just....why?

Why is it that everyone time I get in trouble for what ever reason, my dad and stepmom ASSUME I hate them? I'm sick and tired of them thinking that. All the negative feelings, if any are left, are towards me. I don't know why I beat myself up over getting in trouble, maybe it's because I'm not allowed to express myself through crying, or maybe something else. I'm starting to not care what they think.