Coffee Thoughts

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10/12/17 - You may wonder why stories haven't been updated at a regular pace. This is due to my insanity I call a life. Living in the small town of Auburn, New York, I write from an P.O.S laptop in a living room. But often it is not. Because I had finally got the sort f job I had hoped for: a linecook. Sure, it was for a small "fast food" company, but it was a kitchen nonetheless and that if course, made me happy. Cooking had been a passion of my, second only to writing, since I was a young 11-year-old girl. I quickly went from being part-time to full-time. I busted my ass everyday, doing what I loved. Making $10/hour, I helped with everything from cooking to cashiering to even unjamming printers and rebuilding soft serve machines. I was busy, but I felt like it was killing the creative part of me. The part that craved writing and fun. So I struggled to juggle it all. My job, my writing, my Youtube channel. All the things that made me happy. Then came the cutbacks. After hiring to many people, the managers at my job were ordered to cut the hours of all the employees. This, of course, is devastating but also a bit of a relief. With shorter hours, I have less money to save up for the things I need in life. A new laptop, a new camera, a car. All things I had yet too save up for, but now it has become even harder. On top of it all, Youtube has chosen to cut funding as well. Unless your channel has 10,000 lifetime views, you can fuck off. This cuts the money flow even further. So here I am, your annoying author, looking at her life and finding depression where there once was joy. I have returned to my writing in hopes that maybe I can find that single spark of happiness again. But even still, I'm met with sadness as each story gets fewer and fewer reads. So please, forgive my discouragement, and let me know when I am failing you, so I may correct the failure in whatever way I can.

10/29/17 - Today, I may have made a decision that will change everything in my life. It's something new...something daring. Please pray for me that I have made a good decision.