Facing reality

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Justin had hurt me but I realized no man should take advantage of me. Love or not. I realized I was not a toy that any guy could play with. After that day Justin tried to apologize but I gave him the cold shoulder. The thing with cheating and domestic violence is once you start it is difficult to stop and I didn't want to become one of those women who endure domestic violence (p.s I am not trying to insult people who have been through domestic violence I am trying to motivate them to do better).
I decided to announce our divorce to our family and it didn't go well. My parents were shocked and angry while my in laws were disappointed but agreed with our decision. It's not easy to stop loving someone but is the heartache really worth it when that person doesn't love you. I decided maybe marriage was not the best step for me, I needed sometime to grow as a person without any man or distraction.
I quit my job and decided to start afresh in a new state. I moved to Los Angeles and it was one of the best decisions of my life. I started a fashion designing company and a YouTube channel as well because I loved it. It was amazing as I got to do what I loved. I won't lie things started of rocky at first but as time passed by everything fell into place. I stayed in la for about a year and made some good friends who loved and encouraged me before I decided to go back home to see my parents and ex in-laws who always reached out to me. I kept in touch with Justin despite our divorce because I still cared about him. I still love him even though he hit me and as for Sofia his "girlfriend", they had broken up a month after I left for la. A lot of emotions ran through me as I was preparing to board the plane leaving for Miami. Happiness, confusion, sadness and indifference. I didn't know how things were going to be back home but I am happy to go home. It's been a while. I had to come to terms with the fact that life is not always a bed of roses and that even roses have thorns

It has really been a while and I know I keep apologizing but I promise I will upload another chapter today or tomorrow. Thanks for the growth and vote and comment

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