why bother to have a crush
if he will only crush you
why should i try to talk to him
if he wont talk back to me
why should i give up on him
when he might be shy
why do i bother to get him to see me
when he will just ignore me
why cant i stop looking
at his sparkling eyes
why cant i just stop
hurting myself from another
why am i so obsessed to him
when he is not to me
why should i even bother
to get him to notice me
why do i still try
when his eye is on another
why cant i stop myself
from being obsessed
why do i even try to stop
when i know i cant
why should i even try to get his attention
when he doesn't even know i exist
why is he so attractive in my eye
but in another he is not
why should i do many things
that i will regret one day
