The Flashbacks (Ryden)

Love At First Sight

So this starts off with Ryan in kindergarten he is five and already  knows his sexuality.  The first  few paragraphs are just some background for Ryan's childhood

  Young Ryan P.O.V 

       I had to get up kind of early today because I'm at school with my teacher Mrs. Doberman. She has a silly name, it's a doggy name. 

        So back to school my  Mommy says I'm a smart little  boy I know how to read, add numbers, write, sign language and minus numbers.                           

        But Mommy is a bad girl I don't know why, but daddy yells at her and says she a bad girl so I run to my room and sob into my big fluffy pillow that Grammy gave me. 

       I don't really see mommy a lot, and definitley not with daddy.  I live with Grammy, but I see daddy every Monday, Wednesday and Saturday. 

Later at recess..

       Who's that? Over there, it looks like he's playing soccer with the other boys, I would never do anything like that I'm too shy and would never make any friends, plus I don't even like sports.

      OHH!! I know him! He's in my kindergarten class, should I go up to him?.... Yeah, let's go up to him ... Never mind, I don't want to get hit with the ball. And I can find out who he is in class, like the teacher calling on him and saying his name.

In the classroom...

      I rushed in to find my seat, as I was looking other kids came in and looked for their seats. But I was the only one that knew how to read so I found my seat but the other kids just sat on the floor with the teacher.

     So I rushed over and tried to find a spot near the kid but I couldn't find a spot so I  sat next to a girl with a yellow shirt, jeans, converse and her hair was a light brown.

      All of the kids were going to say their name and something they like to do. So first was a kid named Andy and he liked to draw, Vic liked to make people laugh and so on until it was a girl's turn she said, "I'm Hayley and I like to sing" 

       Now it was my turn and I said in a quiet voice "I'm Ryan and I like to... listen to music" Then there was Spencer he liked sports, Ronnie likes to eat and finally Brendon he likes to be weird.

     He's so dreamy... I stared at him with googly eyes and I might have drooled a little bit... but of course he was talking to his friends.

     But, after about 5 seconds the teacher cleared her throught and I quickly turned my head back to the teacher and she had papers in her hand. She was passing the stack of paper around the circle we each grabbed one and started looking at it.

       "Shapes and colors" Mrs.Doberman said "today we will start learning shapes and colors" she said in a soft voice

        She pointed to a square and asked "Does anyone know what this is?" I put my hand out a little bit she could barley see me. Nobody had the answer so she called on me of course, and in a soft voice I said "A square" still looking down at the ground she answered back "yes, you are correct"

     And now she sent us to our seat a few people got to their seat including me and Hayley . Hayley sits next to me so I looked up from my lap giving her a quick smile then looking back down at my lap.

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      I know nobody is going to read this but you... and i hope yee enjoyed this first chapter its probably really bad but who cares... its pretty short too. If you have any character suggestions plz comment and i will try to  add them in somehow byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee