You make it so hard.
I want to love you,
But you break me every time.
How did I let this happen?
All I wanted was a friend,
And all you wanted was to fuck.
I wanted a relationship.
You wanted a fuck toy.
All I asked for was your love.
All you asked for was my nudes.
I asked for a date.
You asked for Netflix and Chill.
I was innocent.
You are a rebel.
I was a good girl.
You made me bad.
I can't take back my words.
You make me want to.
I want this to be normal again.
You make it impossible.
I wish that I can trust you again.
You say that you are sorry.
I want to believe you.
You made trust hard.
You still want me.
I can't do this again.
You say that you won't.
And I keep believing and getting hurt.
-Nausikaa Arai
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My Poetry
PoesieAll the poetry that I have ever written. I do updates as often as possible. Lots of these poems are love poems. Sadly tho, they never went to any lover. So um ya, I hope you guys like it.
