he hates me

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Ari

August came home late as hell lastnight and he didn't sleep in here with me he slept in Aj room.I really fucked up but I was young how was I going to rise a baby on my own and plus August had ashely.

I got up out of m bed dragging my feet to the bathroom. I washed my face then brushed my teeth. I left out the bathroom running into August since my head was low. He just looked at me and shook his head going to the bathroom. I frowned and went to go pick up Aj since he was crying, I sat in the rocking chair breast feeding him.

August came rushing in and when he saw me he had a blank expression on his face then he left out. I heard his heavy feet go down the steps and the door slam shut.

I thought to myself he hates me.

Wow if I do something it's the end of the world and everybody don't like me. But when other people do something it's all peachy and cream. I looked down to see Aj sleep peacefully, I wiped him off and put on a fresh diaper also, I  put on his green jumper with his white t-shirt and white socks.

I put Aj in his swing and jogged to my closet and decided to wear my hair in it's natural curls and put on my Weekend outfit from blacchyna big cartels and also my black heels with golden studs around it.

I smiled at my self in the mirror and walked back to Aj room and picked him up putting his blanket over his head.We went downstairs, I grabbed Aj baby bag and carseat and headed to my car.I strapped Aj in first and got in the car,putting my seat belt on and starting the car. I drove to the zoo.

I got out the car letting the sun beam on my curly hair. I grabbed Aj and got his stroller and strapped him in it walking around the zoo. Me and Aj got stares cause we balling at a Zoo ya know.

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We left the zoo Aj was out like a light I chuckled as I put him in his carseat strapping him in. I got in the car driving to mama Augs house.

mama augs house:

I knocked on the door glancing at Aj in his carseat smiling. The door flew open and it was a smiling Chay.I walked inside putting Aj down on the couch. I got attacked with hugs from chay mya and kay.

Chay:we missed you Ari

Ari: I missed yall too

mya: can I hold the baby please

Kay: where's uncle August.

I frowned as Kay said where uncle August. Because I honestly don't know.

Ari: Mya you can hold him once he wake up and Kay I really don't know where he is honestly.

Kay looked sadder then me, She pouted and sat on the couch.I grabbed Aj out his carseat handing him to mya.I told her how to hold him.

Mama Aug came downstairs greeting me with a nice warm hug.

mama:what's wrong baby?

Ari:how you know there's something wrong?

mama:girl I knew you for a long time So know when there's something wrong with you know tell me.

I told her what happened and She shook her head in agreement.

mama:I think you and August should sit down and talk and do the nasty.

I chuckled.

Ari:OK mama aug

mama:okay baby just make sure he wrap it up cuz Aj only a 4 months old...while you yungins make up in love I'll keep Aj for ya okay funny bunch.

Ari:K... mama Aug... bye chay mya nd kay.

Girls:byee ari...we will have fun with Aj

I left out Mama augs house going to my house. I got out the car unlocking the door.

Ari:August!

.......

no answer great I have time. I rushed upstairs setting up the house.I ran  downstairs to get the food ready and the cake.I whipped up the stuff nd ran back upstairs putting on my see thru black sleeve dress with my strip high heels.I flat ironed my hair bone straight.

I went downstairs taking the food out the oven sitting it on the table and also the cake.

I leaded the roses to the bedroom and a bubble bath. I went downstairs waiting for August.

3:00am

I waited and waited for August and he didn't even come home.A tear slipped out my eyes as I blew out a candle and took off my dress putting my hair in a bun. I laid across my bed as I heard the front door open and close.

I put on my sweat pants and sports bra. I jogged downstairs to be face to face with August. He looked at my with red eyes,he was high.

Ari: I know I fucked up but doesn't everybody make mistakes I'm sorry I didn't tell you.I'm just sorry August why don't you forgive me.

I ran upstairs slamming the door breaking down crying. I heard heavy foot steps.

August: Ari open up the door

he banged on the door.

August: Ari open the door please.

I opened the door with my head held  down. He lifted it up kissing me on my lips.

August: I forgive you Ari just don't hide nothing from me okay.

I nodded my head and stood on my tippy toes kissing August soft lips. He picked me up throwing me on the bed,I wrapped my legs around his waist as he kissed my neck. He stood up sliding my sweat pants off and panties.He kissed my neck and took off my bra.he took off his pants and boxers.

I KNOW Y'ALL FREAKS MAD CUZ I DIDN'T TELL THE SEX SCENE SORRY... NOT SORRY

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