It was the mid of december when it snowed for the first time this year. Jungkook was sitting outside, on the cold wet ground, leaning against that stone again. He didn't care how cold or tired he was at that time, as long as he was with them everything was fine. He somehow felt safe here, it was as if they were protecting and watching him from above. This stone was the only thing left that could connect them. He hates it, but loves it at the same time. He hates the reason behind it but loves what's laying under.
It has been 5 years since that incident. He remembered that day as clear as the snow falling right now. That horrible day. The day he ran for miles and miles, lost without a destination. The day he lost everything, the day he lost his family. The day he saw his parents getting sucked dry by a vampire. Today was that day.
-flashbacks-
It was around 2 in the afternoon when Jungkook was walking home from school. He lived in a beautiful house with a nice family that he loved so much. He also had alot of friends and used to hangout with them everyday, well expect today.
When he almost reached his house he saw the front door open so he thought maybe his parents just forgot to close it and that for some reason made him feel at ease. But that feeling quickly faded away and instead got placed with panic when he saw his mom's favorite plant pot beside the door on the ground, shattered into small pieces.
'There is absolutely something off.' he thought to himself as he walked faster, almost running to the frontdoor
He slowly approached the door to peek inside and see if someone was there, and no one. 'Hello?' He called out waiting for an answer. 'Mom?' Still no answer. 'Dad?' No one.
He walked up to the second floor where his parent's room was. The door to that was open too and little noises could be heard from inside. He gulped at what he just heard. It sounded almost as if they were holding their breath while getting tortured but noises could still be heard. The doorknob was broken too. Just what the hell happened here? He wanted to go in and see for himself, but he was too scared, a coward, the boy thought. Alot of feelings were mixing up back then worry, panic, nervousness, horror, sadness etc. Sweat was starting to make it's way down his forehead and tears were burning behind his eyelids as he didn't know what was going on. The younger gulped a few times before he placed his hand on the broken doorknob to open the door a little more. Finally.
The door was slammed open and immediate regret was felt. He didn't even try to hold back the tears anymore as he just let them roll down his cheeks. His body felt weak. Legs numb, head aching, chest hurting and eyes burning. The younger fell on the floor upon the scene he was watching. The scene of his parents getting sucked dry by a vampire.
His dad was collapsed on the floor, pale as snow, with blood spread out around his neck. And his mom, well the state his mom was in made him cry even more and body becoming weaker. With eyes wide and a shocked expression, he kept watching his beloved mom struggling to get out of the vampire's grip. However, her strength disappeared little by little as that bastard sucked even harder. And all Jungkook could do was sit there and watch his parents getting killed infront of him. 'I'm worthless.'
When that bastard was done with his mom he threw her across the room to where his dad was. The vampire licked his fingers to clean them from the remaining blood on his hands. There was a satisfied look on his face with what he just got. 'Y-you fucking bloodsucking bastard.' Jugkook mumbled under his breath, eyes filled with hatred and sadness, hoping he wouldn't hear. But sadly he did. The red headed vampire turned around to see who the young boy sitting on the floor was. 'Why hello there young man, wanna get sucked too?' That ugly smirk was now showing on his ugly face. 'In your dreams, ugly.' Jungkook replied with gritted teeth. 'Hmh..' the red head started walking towards him with a 'fuck you' expression. Jungkook was now feeling the need to get up and run away, but he couldn't.
The red head was now wrapping his hands around the younger's neck, lifting him up, warning him 'if you don't want to end up like your parents or whoever the fuck they are, I suggest you run the fuck away.' He let go and threw him to the wall. Jungkook started rubbing at his neck in pain and just wanted this nightmare to end. He didn't want to live anymore. He didn't want to live in this place anymore. He hated it now. Life has lost it's meaning.
Like a zombie, completely worn out, the boy got up as soon as the vampire left. Not having a destination. There was nothing to do. Everything was over. Life would just be a living hell at this point. Was it even worth living anymore then?
He glanced at his parents one last time before he made his way down the stairs. Slowly, slowly. What should he do? What is he supposed to do? He knew nothing. All he knew was that his heart was now broken into thousands of pieces and his head can't function right.
He finally reached the front door after what felt like forever. The sun was still so bright outside and the sky still clear. People were everywhere, at the park, walking down the streets, kids playing hide and seek. He smiled at the view but that smile quickly disappeared when the boy remembered the days of him and his parents playing hide and seek together, in that lonely park that hr loved. He already misses them. Staring at the clear sky now, there was no where to go. 'Run.' The thought hit him. Running is a great way to relieve stress. The brown haired boy started running, with no destination again. He ran and ran, miles and miles, shouting his stress out.
It's been about 2 hours since he started running and not even once did he stop. He was too caught up in the thought to stop. But once his legs felt like they were gonna fall off, he stopped. Collapsing on the ground while breathing so hard his lungs started burning. And lucky him it was now raining and nowhere to go. He couldn't go back there. No never. That's when he appeared. His savior.
Hoseok reached out a hand for Jungkook and said 'hey let's go, it's cold outside' despite the extremely cold and cloudy weather, it felt like the sun itself was standing right infront of him. 'Go where?' 'To my place.' 'But why?' 'Stop asking questions and just take my hand.' The other slowly reached out, unsure, but that feeling soon disappeared when he felt the elder's warm touch against his palm. That immediatly made the younger smile so wide and a little bit, just a little bit of (j)hope grew inside him. That's how he met his best friend Hoseok who took him in and and helped him.
-end of flashbacks-
Hoseok was the reason he is still alive at this moment. He always motivated and taught him to fight and live on even if the whole world was against him.
The younger had tried to commit and do self-harm several times before, but he thought about the elder and his parents. He thought how disappointed they would be if he did so and they found out. That stopped him from ending it all. But most importantly was returning Hoseok's favor. But he didn't know how though.
Author's note:
It's 5:37 am rip. Anyways I hope y'all liked it. Please vote and comment!
Baiii~♡♡