I still remember the blade
The one that marked your arms
I still remember the cold air
When you tried to jump
I still remember the cold metal gun
The one you pressed to your head
I still remember the scars
The ones covering your body
I still remember the night
When you finally departed
I still remember the feeling
When I found you in the bathroom
I still remember the blood
That covered your tiled floor
I still remember the beauty
Of the red amongst the white
I still remember the sorrow
When your body was buried
I still remember the love
I held for your soul
