Diamond Ash ( Completed )

Sieze on the fortress of feelings..

I opened the door of the car... And settled inside..

I could hear distant chatters of farckle and salazaar behind me... They were talking about me..

About how...i used to scream and shout so that they would let me go... And now when they were allowing me to go... I almost strangled someone just to stay!!!!

Well!!  The heart wants what it wants!!

I heard the other door of the car opening and turned around... It was stefan... He got into the driver's seat a...nnn... Dd.... started driving..

Yup...Thats all he did!! 

No scoldings... No commandments.... No threats...No freezing gazes... Nothing...

I almost killed him!!! Dont you think i deserved a bit moree than this???

What did you expect livv??

Anything!!! But not this!!!

Maybe he is ignoring you....

But livv...you wont let that happen will you??

No...i wont!!

Because of him...i am beginning to love myself again...I cant repay him like this.. I cant let him return to the shadows he came from...i cant let him again become the person he himself hates... This would be unfair...especially when he would be taking a part of me with him... Wherever he goes...

But what can i possibly do to stop him??

"Stefan??"

No reply...just speeding up the car..

"Stefan?? "

More silence...almost breaking the speedometer now...

Well dear Mr. Tough looks!! If you are unwilling to listen to me the easy way!! Get ready to take it the hard way.... Because i ain't giving up..man!!

I pulled off my jacket... Revealing the sleeveless bright yellow half summer top underneath...

Due to which... I actually felt the muscles in stefan's body twich in reflex...

Good!! It means he is noticing.. Perfect!!

I got up from my seat... Fully showing off myself... Like a super model...and sat on the side edge of the car...

Thanks Lord!!it was a open roof car with a lot of space to model around!!!

I pretended to be lost in the wind blowing past my face... Playing with the locks of my hair..

Although the wind was really comforting and soothing... I could not help but secretly glance at stefan from time to time... The complex features on his face.. Tilting from anger to awe to desperation were quite entertaining..

I was practically gloating at my accomplishment untill i experienced another earthquake and landed on something hard and muscular...

Why don't these earthqauakes leave my side?? I guess by now..i have broken the record of suffering from the most earthquakes...

But just like about the hundreds of other similar situations..this was not a real earthquake!!

Stefan most probably drifted the car in rage... And came to a halt on the road side... And as i was completely unprepared for this... Set aside the fact that i was half sitting half standing... I have landed on top of him..

So currently i am in his lap... Gripping the hem of his shirt... Our eyes locked with each other...

But his eyes looked a bit different...like a million walls drawn around them... Trying their best to hide...hide what he fears most... Feelings!!

I wanted to kiss him!! To bring down the walls he is struggling to build up but it was not the time for emotions... It was the time to trap and play!!

"What are you trying to prove livv?? "
Rage was sparkling in his eyes.. But so was annoyance... In Love or not in love.... Whoever messes with Mr. Tough looks surely gets a piece of his mind...

But if a can adjust the whole of his heart in me...what difference can a small piece of mind make??

Haha... I m hillarious

It was a Lame joke Livv..

Never mind..

"What?? I am not.. trying prove anything...And why would i try to prove anything to you?? "

I said while trying to get up from his lap... But he pushed me back... Rendering me helpless except to look in his eyes...

Those eyes...

"Leave me!!! " i whined...

"Not untill.... You tell me what is going on in your devil mind!! "

"Is it a crime to enjoy the cool breeze?? "

"No!!... But why do you have to enjoy the breeze with your jacket off? "

Yes!! Yes!! Yess!!  My plan is working perfectly!!

"Are you saying that you are being effected by whether i have my jacket or on off?? " i retorted in mocking manner while placing my one hand at the back of his neck

"Yes... I mean Noo... I mean why??... I mean you should wear your jacket... Now!!! "

The king of commands was confused..

And he threw my jacket on me...

"I wont"

"Yes you will"

"No i wont"

"If you wont...i will tie you... And put a rag in your mouth!!.. "

Now this was getting somewhere...

"You wont tie me.... You will try to tie me.... And when you do try to tie me...i will kiss you... And as you recently broke up with me... That wont be good!! "

"Are you threatning to kiss me?? Thats a stupid excuse... "

"I am not threatning to kiss you stefan... I am threatning to love you... No matter how much you make me hate you.... And that is equal to a life threat to you...and not only you... But for me too... But still i am doing it... I dont know why.... But thats the way it is... And you cant deny it... I wont let you.. "

And that was enough to make all the anger in him vanish and just for a moment all that was left was love and a flood of feelings..

Then the feeling hiding walls were brought up...

Stefan held me up... And dumped me back into my seat... Securing my seat belt for me..

No matter how much he tried to act calm and change his facial expressions to the same nothingness as they were before.. Before he met me... He delibrately failed...

Because love changes you... Sometimes for the better.. Sometimes not.... And you can not change back... Because unlike falling in love.. Falling out of love is not so easy..