Black hair falls to the side

Chapter three

Chapter three

Pixies POV

I woke up three hours later after crying myself to sleep.

I hadn't dreamt that night.

I got up and pulled some clothes on, not really caring what I looked like.

I crept out of my room and down to the kitchen, I got some scissors and one of my moms lighters.

I then move to the front door and open it, welcoming a refreshing coldness.

I step out and then proceed to run down the steps and onto the footpath.

I run and run, not thinking about anything.

I turn a corner and run right into someone, causing us both to fall to the ground.

the other person apears to be a boy.

"oh, shit sorry." wait I recognize that voice.

Spencer.

I just stand up and look at him.

he stares back.

"oh." he says, I look down a hide my things behind my back.

"don't kill yourself, it isn't worth it." he says and with that he runs off down the footpath.

I stand there for a minute.

he thought I was going to kill myself?

ha! that would be the day.

I start running again and come to the park.

I sit down on one of the swings and start playing with the lighter.

I then proceed to cut my wrists lightly.

I shake my arms, letting the blood drip down.

I sit there, swinging a little.

I look down at the ground around me.

there's blood everywhere.

I sigh.

I can't believe I'm going to a frickin teenage help camp tomorrow

OK so I'm a bit of a lunatic but she has no right to make me go.

ugh who am i kidding, i mess up so much, I set fire to things, I'm violent, i steal things, dontndo myt homework, break things, do illegal things, and I skip school a lot.

I just can't handle things, since my dad died I have turned to all those bad things for comfort.

at least I'm pretty and might get a boyfriend at this camp, I mean there can't be very very bad people, they would send proper crimanls to juvie.

oh well, guess I should go home now.

I get up and put the things in my pocket and then start walking.

I walk for about ten minutes before my mum comes into view.

she's running down then footpath and looks like she's seen a ghost.

"Pixie!" she yells.

she aprroches me, panting and taking big breaths in.

I look at her.

"Where did you go? you are not allowed to leave the house without me!" she yells, getting louder and louder as she speaks.

I shrug and walk around her.

she catches my arm so I turn back around.

"What the hell did you do to your wrists?" I smirk, she can't change it now.

I stare at her for a minute before pulling my arm away from her grasp and running down the road.

I turn a corner and see my destination.

the hair dressers.

I walk in and go up to the counter.

"Hello dear, may I help you?" the little women at the desk says.

I nod and point to my hair and then the color black.

"oh OK, is that all?" she asks. i look around and spot some highlight colors.

I point to the red.

the lady smiles, "So you want it black with red highlights?" she asks, moving me to the chair.

I nod and sit down.

she then starts and in about twenty minutes she's finished.

I look in the mirror and like what I see.

I have balck, black hair and five red stripes through it.

one of witch is in my short hair that falls in my eyes.

I smile a little smile as I walk to the counter where the lady has returned to.

"That will be thirty dollars please?" she smiles again.

I pull out one twenty and two fives.

"Great! it will start to fade after about twenty five washes but it will still look fine." I smile and nod.

I then walk out of the shop and stand by a bus stop.

I have decided to treat myself to a bus ride home.

there we go my little sleepless ones.

she has now diyed her hair and Spencer is packing.

hope your enjoying it and trust me it will get better.

xox -Dm