why she cries

Him

As I walked down the dark alley way and into a small apartment. Knocking on the door lightly I see him. A flush of emotions had washed over me. His name... Liam. He and I had a rough relationship he maybe a bad man but I knew he was the only person with the information I needed....and still love him...."look ....I know that you know....where their hide out is so please tell...." I spoke in a softly.  A few moments passed before he broke the silence that built between us"....answer this first....will you ever come back??" he said. "Liam...I was already broken before you met me...and then you broke me further tears fell down to my rose tinted cheeks. Walking towards me he put his cold hand against my warm face slowly leaning in he kisses me. As his soft lips touched mine I could feel nothing but the love that i had for him slowly pushing him away he spoke  in almost a whisper with a quiver in his voice" I love you... your the best thing that ever happen to me...let me help you...let me try to fix you". In that moment i felt my heart ache...i wanted to give him everything i wanted to to jump up and hold him. But in reality i knew...i knew that we wouldn't make it...and we both knew that we couldn't go back to the way things were. So even though my words made my voice quiver and my heart ache i told him what needed to be said.... " I may love you but i have to do whats best for me at the end of the day...it's over..." I could tell he was hurt and i knew he knew i was too...but he wiped his face and smiled writing down the information that i needed.  "Please don't leave me..." he was on his knees. Oddly enough it sent me into a flash back from six months ago.

(Flashback)

"Baby...I love you" I smiled rolling on to his bare chest grazing my hand against the soft velvet covers.

"I love you too...more than anything baby girl" He slowly moved to wrap his self around me.

He made me forget the pain of my past. He took care of me and my sister. I never thought he would hurt me but i knew he wasn't sure who he really was in love with. Bu I still took that chance because I loved him, more than myself...

"Who is she?! LIAM!" my tears were heavy and filled with uncontrollable sorrow.

"Look baby, I'm in love with you not her. She was a mistake  I thought I still loved her I had to be sure I'm so sorry" he reached for my hand.

Backing away I grabbed my things and told my sister we were leaving. "If you had to be sure you should have never asked me out! You should've never bought me that drink! and lastly if you loved me you wouldn't have cheated!"

"Baby please don't leave me..." Tears ran down his face.

(flash back over)

"You know I have to...keep and eye on my sister will ya?" I turned my back and waved to hi as I walked away.