Abused and used// Daniel Seavey ; COMPLETED

twenty-six

~july 17th~
~beatrice~

"nope" i said smiling, laughing, and kicking the sand.

"babe?" he asks grabbing both my hands, looking into my eyes.
"okay, so uhm" he starts.

"you can tell me anything, you know that right?" i ask.

"yeah." he says.

"okay."

"so uhm, i wanna start a family with you." he says with his voice cracking at the word family.

"oh uhm" i look down frowning think about all the times i got raped.

"i'm sorry. i should've never said that." he says looking down, letting go of my hands.

"i'm sorry daniel, but i can't." i say as a tear slips from my eye.

he engulfs me in a hug. all he says is sorry over and over reminding of when every guy said sorry and didn't mean it.

"do you mean it?" i ask with fear in my voice.

"yes, yes of course i do. i love you" he says with confidence and worry.

"that's what every guy says, but they never mean it." i say pulling away from him.

"i mean it rose, i do" he says with worry.

"no, no you don't" i say as my voice cracks.

i sit down on the warm sand with my knees to my chest, my arms wrapped around them, and my head rested on them.

"i should go." i say as i stand up and leaving him behind.

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i arrived back at the house.

"i messed up." i hear daniel say as i slowly crack open the door.

i open the door to hear him start to say something, but he notices me.

i look down not making eye contact with him. i head to his room. i hear footsteps behind me. is it him?

i turn around and slowing look up. it is.

"danie-"

i got cut off by his lips on mine. i kiss back. he stayed there for a solid 20 seconds until we got interrupted.

"get a room!" jack yelled at us.

"let's go baby girl" he whispered in my ear.

he grabbed my hand and went to his room. i sat on his bed. he closed the door behind him and locked it.

he crawled into bed next to me. he kissed me again. he moved down to my neck.

"daniel"

i don't like this. it reminds me of bad times.

"daniel please stop!" i yelled.
"help!" i yelled.

i felt paralyzed.

"daniel please stop!" i yelled at him.

i couldn't move. i tried.

this is it. i can't keep getting tossed around like a piece of trash.

i picked up my hand and slapped him.

"what's wrong baby girl?" he asked.

"leave me alone!" i yelled.

i don't want this. i grabbed my clothes and ran out crying. i knew it! he didn't fucking care just like all the other guys.