Blackness

i'm not suppose to

Iḿ not suppose to love you iḿ not suppose to care 

      Iḿ not suppose to live my life wishing you were 

there iḿ not suppose to wonder where you are or what 

       you do iḿ sorry i can't help myself but i am in love 

with you. I know it's bad i am emo and you are not 

      but the way i feel for you is the death of me 

i know you don't feel the same i know i will never be enough

      bit i thought i ought to tell you that i can't help myself 

but i am in love with you