My Story with Wilmer Valderrama

Opening up to Nick

Nick's POV

(Thinking in his head) Okay I mean I have no idea if she's gonne talk to me or tell me what's wrong but I hope that she'll finally open up because I'm not stupid I know that something is wrong. (Opens the balcony door, closes it again and sits down next to Kim on the outdoor couch.)

Kim's POV

(Thinking in her head) Okay I said inside I want to be alone so why the hell did Nick came out. Ugh sometimes I wonder if he has problems with hearing or are his ears just so dirty that he doesen't understand things. I'm definitly not gonne talk. After 5 minutes only sitting there in silence, Nick finally said something. Nick: ,,So Kim you know maybe the others might be dumb but I'm definitly not dumb. Do you wanne tell me what's going with you or are you gonne keep pretending like nothing is wrong with you?" I asnswered kind of pissed but also sad: ,, Nick I just don't wanne talk about it why don't you understand that?" He looked at me with kind of worried eyes: ,,Kim, I accept that but I can see how you react when Demi and Wilmer are together. I recognized it a while ago but I wasn't sure... but now it is obvious...". I really don't know what he think is going on with me: ,, Nick whatever you think you are definitly wrong!". He looks at me and laughs. ,,What is so funny Nick why don't you just go back inside and leave me the hell alone!" I said that with an angry voice. I mean what is so funny. ,,Kim, I know what is going on with you. I mean the way you act when Demi and Wilmer are around. Then the way you look at Wilmer, I can already smell your jealousey... I know you have feelings for Wilmer, so just talk to me you can't keep that for yourself anymore. It's already destroying you". Okay now I'm definitly screwed. I think now I have to speak. ,,Is it really that obvious?" I asked him with a sad face. He came a bit closer to me and said:,, No it's not that obvious Kim. Do you want to talk about it, you know I am awlays here for you and you know you can trust me". That's true... Nick was always a loyal friend. He's like a Brother for me even thought he's a few months younger than I. And I mean he also told me that he has feelings for Demi, that means he trusts me a lot and I should trust him that much too. ,, Well Nick, I have feelings for Wilmer since two years now", he looked at me shocked and repeated:,, Since... since two years. That's a long time Kim". I feel kind of realesed that I finnaly talk to someone. ,,Yeah Nick since two years. I don't know why but you know that first: I'm into older guys. Second: Wilmer was always there for me too and third: He has a heart made out of gold."
He looks inside where the others are and looks back to me:,, I know Kim I know... You know I understand you I mean it isn't easy for me too to see Demi with Wilmer. But I won't give up hope cuz I know one day I will be with Demi". He looks at me and smiles. That is one thing about Nick that I love. He always thinks positive no matter in what situation he is. I smiled amd looked at him:,, You know Nick it actuallly feels good to talk about it...". He looks at me, comes close and pulls me over so I can cuddle into his chest. ,, I know it feels good to talk Kim". We laid there for like almost an hour, just cuddling and watching up to the stars at the pitch black sky, when all of a sudden Sirah came out: ,, Uhh what's going on out here? New love birds?" She said that in a way like she want's to know what's going on. :No I'm kidding I just wanted to tell that Demi and Wilmer already went to sleep and I'm actually on my way home too". Nick and I stood up, went with Sirah inside and said good night to her. After 5 minutes Nick left too and I went to bed cuz I was pretty tired.