DEPRESSION

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by My_Night_Light

by My_Night_Light

I'm going to take a moment her and attempt to explain how it feels to be depressed but you need to understand this first.

Depression is like drowning but everyone around you are breathing. When you have depression you aren't sad or happy or angry just empty. People ask you how you feel and you just say OK because there is nothing to describe your emptiness. Everything you used to love to do becomes a struggle. Motivation doesn't exist and you look into the mirror and wish you could just smash it to pieces. Some people harm themselves but I couldn't really tell you about that because the most I've ever done is punch myself. You either just ask God to take your life or think about taking your own. I would imagine how nice it would be to just drop dead while I was alone in my room but I hated the thought that no one would know until either they wanted something from me or dinner time

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If you still don't understand I'm sorry I can't help you

My final thought on this is that it is the worst thing I've ever been through and since I have chronic depression I'll go through it again and again but I will trust that God will take care of me no matter what