It's not that I do not have the strength to say "I'm sorry".
I just don't want to say it.
Because I want to give myself worth.
My words hurt you
Though my words was meant to be humor;
It is useless to say that my humor is shit
Because it already makes me feel terrible.
and your silent treatment and their silent accusations makes it worst.
I do not want to say sorry anymore.
It's okay to me that you'll stay angry
After all you always think that I don't get hurt by you;
that I don't get hurt by anyone.
No one knows, it may not even concern them
I don't want to say that you never said sorry.
I don't forgive either
But I chose to forget.. temporarily
And when time comes around
And even guilt will gnaw all of me
I choose to think.
"Feel the anger bitch."
