Forbidden

It was just two days before school started up, it was depressing just thinking about it. Just knowing I have to see his face again makes me want to vomit. He hurt me and he hurt me good.

"RINGGGG" the phone rings it was my best friend angle he understands me better then anyone else.

"Girlllll you would not believe who just changed his relationship status"

"Who" I said anxiously

"Cameron he is dating...." He stopped taking

"Who....who's he dating"

"Megan..... Megan smith"

Megan smith was the most beautiful girl anyone has even seen..well at least I think that and she's such a basic... Well let me not go there

"Oh..well good for him I'm glad he moved on" I really wasn't

"Are you ok" angle added

"Yeah,why wouldn't I be"

"Well he came over your house and just told you a lot of lies about how you guys can make things work"

"I know but it's whatever"

Later that day I just couldn't stop thinking about cameron ugh I missed him so much. His lips, eyes, hair, just EVERYTHING. I would check his Instagram page every six seconds still no sign that he was dating Megan smith.

"Knock knock" it was my mom she knew something was wrong with me I didn't come down for dinner

"Soooooo what's up?"

"Nothing I'm..." She stopped me

"Cameron's dating..are you upset"

"WHY does everyone think I'm upset

I'm glad he's over me I'm glad he moved on I just don't.....CARE"

But I really did care and there a was a text..a text form...cameron could it be? Could it be the moment when he tells me it's ok to wake up from the bad dream.!