Hey guys its bre. thanks to all the people who belived in me and my story. the song for this chapter is 'how to love' by lil wayne ------------>
liz P.O.V
he handed me a plastic bag full of medical supplies. I smiled and looked up at him. "thank you" i said. i took a swig of the liquid in the bottle. "ill do it for baby" i blushed lightly at his choice of words
Baby
he opend a disinfectent spray. he gently grabbed my arm. I pulled it back almost instently.He raised an eyebrow
"I-I can do it myself" i manage to stutter out. justin looked at me pure clulessness in his eyes. "whats wrong"
"Nothing, Nothings wrong" i said alittle to quickly. but he noticed "Elizabeth did you?" he asked
I shut my eyes tightly the way i always did before I cried.
I could litterly feel the anger rise inside of him. I could see it in his face and it was killing me.
"look at me" he said softly . "lizzy did you......" i felt a hot tear run down my cheek. "no.....no no no no lizzy please tell me you dident"
I pulled away and looked down at my bottle. my medicine....my non prescrition way of healing.
But before I could get to it he swiped it from the counter and placed further away from me and looked at me intently. "look at me" he snaped turning my face so i was looking at him.
I attemted to tear away from his gaze but his eyes were begging me. they were litterly begging me not to look away.
he slowly wrapped his fingers around the fabric . I quickly jerked my arm away. he only grabbed it back and held it tighter.
he lifted the fabric from my arm.(A/N:he's basicly lifting her sleeve guys). his brown eyes soften I hated it I dident like people feeling sorry for me
"liz..........why" was all he said. I let out a sarcastic laugh. "c'mon justin you know why". the truth is my life sucks. I have no life and technecly no family. I hardly see my parents and my brother left me years ago to go fight a war not worth fighting.
he left me like everyone else. he was the reason I am who I am.
The reason I do what I do. He video calls all the time but I cant bring myselfe to answer. I only write him letters giving lame exuses as to why I dont pick up.
" Im so so sorry" he said instently knowin what I was talking about . "Dont be im cool" I said offering a weak smile
he shook his and looked back at the cuts. he sprayed them caused me to wince in pain he slowly wraped them.
he looked up at me. before I could get trapped in his gaze agin I hoped off the counter.I grabed my bottle and put it up to my lips .
once agin he swiped my bottle. "what the fuck justin!" I yelled "that was your last drink" he said. taking a sip of my bottle.
"yeah ok" I said sarcasticly reaching for my bottle . he lifted it above his head. I attemted jumping for it but he was to tall.
Then an idea struck me. I wrapped my arms around his neck play with the hairs on his neck. He lowered the bottle slightly I smiled. I slid my hands from his neck to his chest then to his perfect abs
I ran my hands under his shirt and continued to rub up and down.he let out a breath and I smiled as he lowerd the bottle even more
I qickly grabed it from him and took off running. i ran into the downstairs bathroom and downed the rest of the liquid as fast I could . then justin burst
I gave him a sly smirk and dropped the bottle and watched it shatter as if it was going in slow motion.
he sighed 'Your so fuckin difficult elizabeth" i felt my eyes sting alittle.
as i stumbled and fell by the toliet. "your right thats why everyone left me. the reason im alone in the world. with nothing and nobody". "your not alone you have me and alex ,chaz, ryan,miley and demi youll never be alone" He said as he pulled me into a hug.
I dident move I did nothing . how could I. "your wrong justin there gonna leave like everyone else im gonna be alone Hell i Am alone look at me justin im a durnk a junkie I have nothing I dont even know who I am anymore" i said findin the streangth to get up and walk into the kitchen.
I opened the cupbord and pulled out a bottle of scottch. he took the bottle from me AGIN
this was gonna be hard
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HEY GUYS. I updated finaly and elizabeths a drunk if you dident catch that part. and a junkie this ILL UPDATE FRIDAYchapter was boring and short but the next one is gonna be exiting. and alittle sexual
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