A Second Chance

Just friends?

Raquelle's p.o.v.

I was currently sitting beside Cameron, thinking about how much i love him. on the other side of him was his beautiful crush, Ariana Grande. she was the most pretty girl in school and the most popular. every guy liked her. but the worst part about Cameron liking her, is she likes him back.

What sucks even more about that is Ariana has only known Cam for about one year, and i have known him my whole life. he kissed me while we were playing in the sand box when we were four, and i have liked him ever since.

He looked at me and smiled. my heart fluttered when he put his hand on my thigh and squeezed. Cameron has known for three years that i like him a lot, so he always shows me his love more than any other girl. Even Ariana doesn't get as much love from him as i do.

Our last class for the whole year ended and it was finally summer break. Cameron jumped out of his seat and gave Ariana a big kiss. after though, he quickly turned around to see if i saw, but i was already out the door. i started running to the bathroom when i heard Cam calling after me. we just finished our last class of grade nine and he had to just go off and do that.

I went through my bag and found the first sharp thing in there. a stake knife from lunch. i made a bunch of red marks appear of my arms. i let it blead for a while and then washed it. when i exited i saw Cameron standing by the door waiting for me. i forgot i was wearing a whit long sleeved shirt, so when he saw the blood seeping through he freaked out and carried me home. when we got to my house he carried me up the stairs and laid me on my bed in my bedroom. he cuddled with me and watched movies with me. we both fell asleep together, and i dreamed about him kissing me instead of Ariana....