You heard, It's kind of a true story with a bit of make up on ... so scars, big scars won't be seen. "No one knows how hurtful and real can be a long distance relationship, until you experience it".
Some people may call this Girl a slut... but honestly who are they to judge? Falling in love for a guy or a girl is not in you ... It's on the heart. Blame them and call them slut, not Us, because in the end we are just telling ourselves "Why did I have to fall in love with him/her if I knew this was going to happen and end up like this?" THAT BECAUSE IT IS NOT OUR FAULT TO FALL IN LOVE WITH THEM!!
Love, Roc-
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I've been calling him over and over again! What was wrong with him, why won't he pick up? After a week of trying to contact my boyfriend he picked up, or she, cause it really wasn't Tyler who I was speaking too. It was a girl's voice? Who was this chick answering my boyfriend's phone? "Hello?" She answered slightly annoyed. "um who's this?" I asked, pulling the edges of my shirt nervously. "This is Luna, Tyler's girlfriend, who are YOU?" da fuck? I was his girlfriend not her, my blood bubbled up inside me, anger rushing through my veins. "What? How can you be Tyler's girlfriend if I AM his girlfriend?" I heard Tyler on the other side of the phone, chuckling. What was going on here? She chuckled. "You, His girlfriend? What the hell dreamy girl I've been his girlfriend over a year now!" she snapped angrily after chuckling, "No she is not, Luna." Tyler said in a serious tone. Was he denying me? We've been together for six months now... he couldn't be playing could he? A drop of sweat started forming in the base of my neck. "He ain't, we've been my boyfriend since summer!" she laughed out loud as I held back my tears. Oh my god, he had played me, the love of my life had played with me and I had fallen like a complete fool. "Sure dreamy girl, are you that girl Danna? Something like that?" I nodded even though she couldn't see me. "yeah.." she laughed before hanging up... I cried, I cried a river of tears, I thought he loved me, I loved him so much I swear he was the love of my life, he was so charming, so wonderful when he was with me I never thought he could do something like that to me! My phone rang twice after I cleared my throat to sound better, " Hello?" It cracked a bit but I could handle it, his voice filled my ears from the speaker. "Hey Danna, I'm sorry about that, I was in a fight with her in summer and well, you were there, we came back in August but I didn't know how to tell you so I kept with you, are you alright?" Was I alright? Of course not, that son of a bitch had played with me like a kid with a damn toy! Even after August he was the same, how could he do that to me! Tears ran down my eyes. "No you idiot, I am not okay, how could you do this to me after everything we've being through! After everything we've done, I hate you, I hate you so much I hope someone, someday makes you feel the same way I'm feeling right now, you know I loved you!" I snapped, crying my eyes out. "Chill your beans Danna, it aint that much of a deal." My tears stopped flowing down, aint a big deal? " you know what Tyler, I hate you and I hope you get hurt, just wait mother fucker, you'll get what you deserve, you'll suffer ten times more than my heart is suffering right now, you broke my heart but I swear you Tyler, I won't ever cry or love anybody, Ever Again." I said enfacing the last to words. With that, I hung up, I cried again and again and even today, a year later, I cannot think about it because I literally lost my mind. He haven't called at all and as soon as I cut off everything with him, not that ever was something there because if you think about it, it never was. But then I met this guy Cody in the internet and decide to try and forget everything with him, I have no love feelings towards me but he have help me keeping me busy, he loves me though, he do, but I don't care, any guy have feelings, they are useless rocks that just are in the middle of your way.
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It was a very boring day and I was in my house with nothing better to do than be in face book waiting for Cody to do something bad so I would get mad at him and get rid of him at least for an hour. But Jesus if you knew him, you'll understand me, I love him but he sometimes is too much of a psycho. He got jealous because of the security guard of the school!!! An old, cranky and weird man in his mid-40's because I ask him to open the class room. He even asked my best friend Nala, who was Mike -The security guard-.
So I was on the internet watching videos in you tube and looking for something on Cody's wall to pretend I was mad and not talk to him for at least one day and make him suffer when I noticed a new friend request; Jackson Hartley. I clicked on mutual friends; Dave and Cody. Oh so this is the guy Cody was talking to me about!! Hmmm... I accepted the request and more than fast he talked to me.
Jackson: Hey!! J -He typed.'
Viviane: Hey there J are you Cody's and Dave's friend? -I asked stating the obvious.
Jackson: Yup, Cody's friend and Dave's best friend. -He answered.
Viviane: Oh that's cool, I am his gurl friend J <3 -I said "proud".
Jackson: Hahaha, I heard. :P
Viviane: Why do you laugh?
Jackson: Want the truth? You're too cute for him. -He said. And he was right, my mom told me I could do better and that he didn't seem like the good type of guy ... But hey... who said I wanted him in my future?...
Viviane: Doesn't matter Jack, He's a very nice person. Jealous but he's nice. -I said trying to sound as confident as possible.
Jackson: whatever swims your boat? ;)
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I know its pretty short but its more an epilouge than a chapter perce. sorry next onces will be more long and interesting <3
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