I have too much time to think...

"Just a thought"

"Just a thought"
"It's just a thought"
"Only a thought"

I say that a lot.
More than you think.
Down a never-ending plot.
And it puts my mind on the brink.

Just a thought.
I have to many.
But do people care?

Just a thought.
Just a thought.
JUST A THOUGHT.

I have many.
Just as I have more.
More questions.
More thoughts.
It helps me understand this blot.

You will never know.
My mind.
My heart.
My soul.
My issues.
My insecurities.
My home.

But after all I've said.
Please don't forget.
That I've been trying.

To help.
To repair.
To feel.
To enjoy.
To build.

I am here.
For reasons you shall never know,
to help those that will need it so.

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I had way too much time to think. The shortest ones I write may be the ones with the most emotional value to me.