tears threaten to spill out from my eyes as I bolt out of our apartment.
wasn't I enough for you?
did I care too much about you?
it clearly turns out you don't deserve this love i give you.
inside, it still hurts really bad goddamnit.
i run towards the rooftop of our apartment building and position myself on the ledge.
the cold wind pushes me forward, but i don't care anymore. i want to get away from this fate.
fuck you, yixing.
the world distorts into a blur as i await for the pain to come. it comes fast, yet slow, almost suspended.
[a/n
please don't commit suicide. suicide is a really serious thing to talk about and people do it because they feel unimportant. but they are important. you are important. remember that there is always someone who loves you. in case you need someone to talk to, you can talk to me here because i really care about you.]-zoe ♥️
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Short Storyin which yixing has been gone for months and his girlfriend thinks he's been cheating on her. ZHANG YIXING, COMPLETED © zoe.