Hwayoung's 'diary':
Okay so you guys missed a lot, why didn't you guys read it earlier??.. Let me tell you guys what happened at school I swear it's hella hillarious!
Hwayoung's P.O.V.
*4 hours ago*
''Ugh I have math class now.'' I sigh while looking at my schedule and slamming my locker shut. ''HEY you young lady! Don't slam with your locker door! Let this be your first and last warning young lady!'' I had to keep my laugh in I smirked at the teacher and opened my locker and slammed it way harder shut then I did a few seconds ago. I stuck my tongue out to the teacher and made my way to my maths class running. I sat down and put my headphone on and blast some black veil brides songs.
The teacher just gave us some homework so I decided to make it in class so I can sleep when I get home. People say sleep is for the weak, no hell no it's more like sleep is for a week. As I was making my homework and listened to music my teacher slammed her ruler on my table. I got shocked and looked at her hella pissed, I put my headphone off and looked at the b*tch. ''Are you even listening to my explanation?! Am I getting payed to do nothing?! You aren't that smart Hwayoung PAY ATTENTION!'' I looked away and tried to calm down.
''There is a idiot on the end of my ruler class'' the teacher said and I let a little giggle out. I stood up, show time. ''Exactly class there's an idiot on the end of miss Fairchilds ruler. I wonder which idiot she meant, me or herself?'' The whole class laughed their asses off the same goes for me. ''Hwayoung to the principal now!'' ''Naah I'm good'' I said and sat back down. ''Hwayoung if you don't leave and go see the principal-'' at that moment the door opened. fuck it was the principal and the teacher who gave me the warning about my locker... I smiled innocently. ''Hello principal miss Fairchild said I should come see you but now you're here I probably don't need to come by right?'' ''Hwayoung to my office now.'' He said seriously. I sighed and followed him to his office.
I forgot to tell you guys but the principal is sadly enough my father. ''Hwayoung, me and your mother had enough of your games! You don't take school serious, it's not a goddamn game!'' He yelled in my face. ''Well I have enough of you and mom, you guys don't even treat me like your own f*cking child!'' I yelled back. *slap* ''How do you dare yelling back at me like that?! I am your father!'' He yelled. ''Well then f*cking act like one!'' I yelled back and left his office I went straight back to home since I knew my mom wouldn't be home. She is probably at work making out with some other random ass man. I ran upstairs and threw my body in my bed. I saw a little sharp knife, naah it wouldn't be a big deal just one cut and I'll feel much better. I took the knife and there it went. The cold metal of the knife touching my wrist, I let it slide easily over my wrist till I saw some blood. All my problems were gone this was so relieving.
*Back to now*
Okay so I am currently cleaning the blood what fell on the floor, it's disgusting ew. I layed back on bed and fell asleep.
BAM there was an slamming sound downstairs and I woke up by its sudden sound. ''Where is that slut?!'' I heard my mom yell. Suddenly my room door opened and I saw the devil standing in my doorway. ''You useless piece of shit! GET UP! Who do you think you are huh?! Getting expelled at school?! You don't know how much shit your dad and I had done to get you into that school! F*cking respond!!'' She pulled away my blanket. I started sobbing. ''You are not longer my daughter! You are moving to your grandma in Korea, pack all your stuff you are leaving tomorrow night.'' That's all she said and BAM she slammed my room door shut. I sat up and sobbed in my pillow for the rest of the night.....
End Hwayoung's pov.
AUTHOR NOTE:
Okay first of all I wanna say that cutting or harming yourself isn't the right way to relieve yourself. You are hurting yourself more, get a hobby or a thing you can do instead of harming yourself like listening to music, drawing, pinch something or anything what would help you stop harming yourself.
Thank you so much for reading my fanfiction!! And get ready for some mindf*cking shit....
xoxoxo
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