Day by Day

Prologue

Prologue

I hurriedly ran across the room when my phone started to play my ring tone. I'm quite sure someone just texted or replied to my message. I quickly took my phone and disappointment ran onto my face when it was only my friends who were continuously chatting in our group chat.

Its been, I don't know 10 minutes since I tried to chat Paul. He's really getting on my nerves. He's being an idiot again! I don't know what came into his mind to hook up with someone like Nikki. But what right do I have? I'm only the bestfriend. I tried checking my phone to see if he replied already but I can only read my last reply which was;

"You're such an idiot! You only knew Nikki for a month and now you're telling me that you already like her? What the hell Paul?! Why make impulsive decisions like that?!?" I sighed, locked my phone and placed it down.

I've been biting my fingers as soon as I locked my phone. My heart is beating so fast that I can't hardly breathe. What if Paul read my message but he got mad and didn't reply back? Or maybe.. Paul and Nikki is romancing at this time of the night. My stomach becomes to tighten. What the fricking hell are you talking about Euna? You know Paul can't do that. He's too nice to handle or do those things. But as they say, boys will be boys.

I distracted myself and started eating my chips. I watched at our local tv and got bored so I turned it off anyway. I went online and my eyes widen when I saw Paul tweeting about some stuff regarding Love and Hatred. What has gotten in to him?

I am fighting my urge to tweet and ask him but I'm scared that probably I was already bothering or annoying him. Why am I even feeling this way? I know Paul and I have been friends since then but I never felt this way about him and I know I should not suppose to have romantic feelings for him. I don't know what to do anymore. I tried to stalk Nikki and saw random tweets and eventually I got tired and stalked Paul again.

While stalking paul's account my phone beeped and I hurriedly got my phone and saw the message it read:

"Hey Euna, I appreciate that you are just looking out for me. But I am sure that I like Nikki and I'm sorry if this may sound harsh but leave my romantic life alone. You know that you will always be my one and only little sister and bestfriend," and with that message it hit me and forced me back to reality that I can never be with my bestfriend.

I brushed off the feeling, close the message thread and talked instead to my friends.

"Hey Euna! So what happened between you and Paul? I heard he got a new girlfriend." Coleen said as I listened to her message.

I didn't reply for a second. When I thought I was about to forget what happened to Paul and that girl, this group chat with my friends is not even helping.

"Ohhhhhh why would he hook up with Nikki? I mean, she's too... Glamorous. And a little.. Bitch for Paul." Jane said through voice chat.

I was out of words. But I couldn't agree more. Nikki IS a bitch! She's acting like a little miss popular but in reality, she's not. All my life she'd been trashing with my feelings and emotions. Im sure she's just using Paul to crush me with her bare hands. But it won't work. I failed her thrice. I can fail her more.

"Omg Euna, don't tell me your crying?!" My friend, Katy said so I quickly made a message

"What the fuck are you guys talking about? Even if Nikki and Paul are together, what's the big deal. They really are a good couple. Both of them are conceited hard headed barnacle brained assholes."

I click send and turned off my facebook. They are not really helping me right now. I'll just sleep and let this nightmare all pass.

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